Valda

Journal Entry #1

(A/N, I understand things probably look like a short jumbly mess but it gets explained better I swear, It's just the first form of the introduction It's always a mess.)  

December 16th

2034

2:39 am

"It's the middle of the night and here I am, unable to sleep and in my own form of hell. I hate this apartment I swear. The kids next door are blaring music, again. Also, I can't get in the right state of mind to play Sterlyn, god I need him right now. He wouldn't care. I wish I could be him all the time 24/7 just bold, outspoken Sterlyn. But I'm not, I'm just some nerd who plays video games and can barely keep a house. This is why Vale is my safe place. No bills, no teenagers living next to me, no problem I can't solve. I, I wish Vale was the real world. But sadly Vale is just my favorite virtual reality game, where I can be who I want or well, just Sterlyn. Since I haven't explained it already a hundred times on these other pages let me do it again. Vale is one of the most top-selling VR games in the world right now, I don't know anyone who isn't on it. It's mostly like any world but at the same time, it's not? You get quests, missions, you can make guilds or simple parties. You can even pick a job to play around with, and the best thing for me is that you can change your character look whenever you like. So it doesn't matter what you are, you can change it and play as whatever you want! I myself play as a male, Sterlyn. He's like the me I can never be. He's well, everything I'm not. Sometimes I get sad thinking about it but I don't care that much. The thing I do care about is that I always have to be in a strange mindset to play his character well because it's always like I just slip into another body when I'm playing him, I can't just be thinking like I normally do. Sterlyn is my escape, He is how I free myself from the world of jobs, money and loud teens. He frees me, makes me feel like a real person. A better person. Who I'm meant to be"  

---Rielyr