Story.Of.My.Life.

Chapter 4

Stewart's POV

After, what happened in the classroom, I'm glad she left before I did something stupid. I don't want her to be in my crazy fucked up world. I would now decide to ignore her. That's gonna be hard. She's so beautiful and smells amazing, even her voice is just dazzling. Katie that's her name. It matches her perfectly. With her light brown hair that travels down half her back, with her ocean blue eyes. She isn't skinny skinny like those hookers, which I like about her. She dosnt wear makeup. Not that she would need it. Crystal clear face. Her jeans weren't tight like other girls, they look like they'd slip right off. Slip right off. What would she look like nud--- Stewart SHUT THE HELL UP! Your trying to forget about her! Remember? Yeah yeah.

As I walk into Biology, without looking I already know she's in here. Damn she smells soo good. Then My teacher introduces herself as Mrs.Ramsway or somethin. I can't even concentrate with Katie being in the room. I find myself smiling thinking about her. My thoughts were interrupted when mrs ramsway points me to the seat next to her. Oh shit. I walk over towards her, she looks soo amazing. GOD STEWART! Pull it together! I forced myself to frown at her , and I could see disappointment in her eyes. I don't want to see her sad. It makes me sad and angry at myself. Stop thinking now ! Just do the damn rat. Eww I thought that wrong, not do like make love, like do as in dissect it. I'm such a weirdo.

Then an even strong smell of her washed over me as she flipped her hair.I just wanna hold her. Kiss her. Make lo----. UGGGHHH stop thinking, just shut up, don't talk to her. Just cut the rat and write down the observations. "Umm, are you okay,"Katie asked looking scared and worried? No no no I don't want her to be scared and worried. I want her to like me like I like her! What? Did I just think that ? Do I like her? I realize she's waiting for an answer. " Yeah, I'm fine. Let's just work." I replied. I do want to work with you, just not here... OH MY GOD SHUT UP NOW. Why isn't there an off switch to my head? She nodded at me looking hurt.

The class went by slow. When the bell rang I jumped up and headed out the door. I went to my locker and put my biology book there and headed for English, when I was stopped by another fake girl. I tried and walked past her but she blocked me. Wait, this is the girl who was picking on Katie. The one I pushed into the floor. I smile in my head. She interrupts my thoughts." Heyy babe. I'm Samantha but people call me Sammi. Look, I know earlier we got on the wrong track but I'm willingly to forget it. I forgive you." I stand there in shock. Wait, did she just said she forgives me??HA! Wow. She whispers in my ear suductivly, " how bout we go some where more private ?" she lookes down giggling. I responded, " How about you back the hell off?" She disgusts me. " I'm gonna tell Jake," she said angry. " Your gonna tell him what? You tried to seduce me, but I refused? Haha! I'd love to see you tell your little boyfriend that!" I realized I was basically screaming that. "What's going on here,"Jake suddenly came into the picture. " Well, one of your little toys here, was trying to get me into her pants, but I refused and shes pissed," I answered still mad at Samantha.

" We're over." Samantha said to Jake? Jake acted like that was nothing. " Ok, I don't need you, plus your not good in bed anyways!" wow he really is a man whore. What would his father Zack say? He must me a proud dad.

Leaving that crap behind, I headed to 2nd period. I didn't have anymore classes with her again.( Katie) thank god. Now, it's lunch. Who am I gonna sit with? I have no idea. As I'm getting my tray, I smell Katie already. She's, paying at the counter. Once I got my food , people behind me, pushed me forward to the cash register. I'm right behind the girl, I've been trying to avoid the whole day. She drops her napkin and without hesitation, I bend down to pick it up. She bends down at the same time. Our hands touched, and oh my god. I could feel electric tingles run through my body.my heart was racing, and my blood was broiling. If this was the effect of just touching her hand then I wonder what would it be like in bed. Damnit! Stop thinking like that! "Sorry" she said. I wonder if she felt it too? I give her a small smile, not wanting to sound rude.

As lunch continued, I found a seat with some guys in basketball. I didn't play, but I didn't wanna sit at the football table near the drama. I turn my head and see Katie sitting with some guy. He wasn't ugly. He was decent looking. Why would she sit with him??? I looked down and saw my hands in fists. Then, I heard her laugh. That guy was making her laugh. And it sounded so beautiful. I never made her laugh, he'll I didn't even make her smile . That bothered me. The guy was called by someone and he had to go. He hugged her and kissed her cheek. "WHAT ?! Oh HELL NO, Katie's mine!" I realized I shouted that out loud and the whole school heard me...