7:22pm
9.25.18
everyday gets harder and harder. I'm sad, I'm always crying. I can't sleep. I think about you every day and I don't know how to stop. I want it to stop. so bad. because its not like you think about me. its not like you care. so why should I? I do. so much. and I shouldn't. because you hurt me. so bad. and I'm just waiting for the day that you come back and say everything is ok. and that you love me. so much. even if you don't I just want to hear you say it. that you love me. because I love you. so bad. and it hurts me so much to admit it. since I know you don't love me. at least not anymore. and it hurts. so bad.
