If I could just close my eyes
Forever
And dream about you I would
But as i lay on my pillow
And fold myself in my sheets
All I see is you
And I guess I should be happy
But the thought of you and him is clawing at my brain
And I can't stop thinking about you
This is not what I wanted
I wanted to close my eyes and see you right there
Smiling back at me
Holding me
Loving me
I would love to feel that right now
But only your shadow remains
Cold and dark
And I stroke my back
Realizing that the only love I would feel is my own
