It's so unfair, because now that I've given up all hope, not that there was any to begin with, he's....
Everywhere.
I hate it. In lunch, he was literally in front of me, I always see him in the hallways, he walks that same why as me, he looks at me sometimes (probably just looking at someone close to me). And he literally smiled at me when our eyes met.
I died... Not kidding.
To make matters worse, my old crush, that in developing a crush on again, is everywhere.
It's like they both live to torment me and I hate it, I want to graduate as soon as possible and go to the Navy soon so I don't have to feel like I'm gonna die everytime I said either of them.
