heartbreak is something i first experienced at a young age.
you raised me with short sentences and distant i loves you.
you taught me to be kind as i watched you do the complete opposite.
when i look at you i no longer see the amazing mother i convinced myself you were when i was a kid.
you're pathetic.
how do you have 3 kids and not form a relationship with any of them?
how do you let a abusive boyfriend in the house with your kids?
how do you harm your own child?
how do you preach to me that i can tell you anything then do nothing when i come to you with tears in my eyes?
how do you walk around without a ounce of respect in your body and expect the world to be handed to you.
even after heartbreak i still love you.
