Break down

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lucy POV

I walk to school at my normal 6.00am and I walk into the class room and I place my stuff down and I start to sing

  Musing through memories,
Losing my grip in the grey.
Numbing the senses,
I feel you slipping away.
Fighting to hold on,
Clinging to just one more day
Love turns to ashes,
With all that I wish I could say.

I'd die to be where you are.
I tried to be where you are.

Every night, I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here.

Hidden companion
Phantom be still in my heart
Make me a promise that
Time won't erase us
That we were not lost from the start.

I'd die to be where you are
I tried to be where you are

  Every night, I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here.


I dream you're still here,
Ever slightly out of reach.
I dream you're still here,
But it breaks so easily.
I try to protect you,
I can't let you fade.

I feel you slipping.
I feel you slipping away.

  Every night, I dream you're still here.
The ghost by my side, so perfectly clear.
When I awake, you'll disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear.
With all I hold dear.
I dream you're still here.
I dream you're still here.


But it breaks so easily.  

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I finish my song and I write it down in my song book and I go up to the board and Wipe the board and as I do Burst in to tears and I fall down to the floor my  legs in a 'w' shape and cried with my hear down looking at the floor thinking of what has happened to me over the years 

Miss Snow came into the room to see me crying and runs over and hugs me

"Whats wrong Lucy"She Said in a concerned voice and I hug her back crying 

"I feel so lonely"I say and I keep crying"everyone in the school hates me" and I wipe my tears staining my face 

"I know Lucy  it is going to be okay"she said standing up and pulling me off the floor "It is okay" and I walk to my seat at the back of the room and people walked into the room and take their seats in the class room 

the class began and I just study all the other kids are playing chatting and talking and the lunch bell rang  and Miss Snow walked up to me 

"Lucy would you like to be my assistant for the class"She asked and I nodded and I followed her out of the room and she passed me some books and I carried them to her office

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