Outcast Lucy Heartfillia

songs part 3(there is a lot)

Mama never taught me how to love
Daddy never taught me how to feel
Mama never taught me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to healMama never set a good example
Daddy never held mama's hand
Mama found everything hard to handle, daddy never stood up like a manI've walked around broken
Emotionally frozen
Getting it on, getting it wrongHow do you love someone without getting hurt?
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?I was always the chosen child
The biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive
But survival's my middle nameI've walking around hoping
Just barely coping
Getting on, getting it wrongHow do you love someone without getting hurt?
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?It's hard to talk
To see what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth
When you've always liedHow do you love someone without getting hurt?
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?How do you love someone and make it last?
How do you love someone without tripping on the past?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone, someone?

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Is anybody there,
Does anybody care
What I'm feeling?
I wanna disappear so nobody can hear me when I'm screamin'
'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say pain is an illusion
This is just a bruise and
You are just confused but
I am only human
I could use a hand sometimes
I am only human
I am only human
I am only humanThe night is bitter cold
I wonder if you know
That I'm sleepless
Waitin' like a ghost
When I need you the most
That go unnoticed
'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say pain is an illusion
This is just a bruise and
You are just confused but
I am only human
I could use a hand sometimes
I am only human
I am only humanThe weight of the world is pullin' me down
(Where are you now, where are you now)
Every breathe feels like I'm gonna drown
(Where are you now, where are you now)
I'm the only one left to hold on oh
Singin' this song but can't find the words
'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
They say pain is an illusion
This is just a bruise and
You are just confused but
I am only human

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  I'll be lost inside my head,
Bad thoughts til 4 am,
Then I'll try to sleep.

And I can't tell anyone,
Im so scared they'll get up and run.
So I Don't speak.

And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner,
Weren't they?
Oh, I book a new appointment,
Its Another disappointment.
They're all the (same x3).

When the doctor says I'm fine,
One at morning, one at night.
These pills will help you remember how to smile,
But what does he know?
Because I feel so alone.
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright.
'Cause the doctor said you're fine.

My own mind can lie to me,
They all say its anxiety.
But I just think its me.
Now I've lost so many years,
My pillow's a tissue for my tears
But you, never see.

And now, I can't even eat my dinner,
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment,
Yet another disappointment.
They're all the (same x3).

When the doctor says I'm fine,
One at morning, one at night.
These pills will help you remember how to smile,
But what does he know?
Because I feel so alone,
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright.
'Cause the doctor said you're fine.

But he don't care bout me,
He'll just go home To his family.
Why does no one see,
Im not the girl I wish that I could be.

'Cause the doctor says I'm fine,
One at morning, one at night.
These pills will help you remember how to smile,
But what does he know?
Because I feel so alone,
And mom and dad both tell me I'm alright.
'Cause the doctor said I'm fine