Monster!Eddsworld X Experiment Monster!Child Reader{discontinued}

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i am goNNa KERmIt SUiCIdE-                                                                                                                                         d ie s i n spa ni sh

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The Red Army

T h e R e d A r my 

ah yes the Red Army, the place were i stayed forever in a war that i didn't know i was fighting in the wrong side, pretty interesting, all the history is pure violence and thats a shame. I thought that we were the good guys but i guess i was wrong, but still pretty interesting that i haven't noticed anything strange about anything, i mean i was a prisoner until- when was it again? when tom- i dont remember shit oh no

i guess my mind was erased after all...

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i was talking to edd about many certain and not so wonderful things, h e also managed to bring THAT topic i n-

kill me now- i didnt need to know about that but it s true- i am going trough changes and i have legit no idea what the fuck i am

am i a womfn or a mfan, what the fuck gender hender am i???????

///nightmare children, nightmares//

even edd is afraid of what the fuck i am- wait no he doesn't know what i am

i dont need to loop this conversation

lets change the topic now,

edd coughed about 3 times before saying something "soooo- how is tom?" you weren't even at his funeral? you weren't even at his presence when he was- wait never mind its not that important"hes been good- but recently today i wasn't able to find him. . .but i am sure as hecc hes okay"
You let a small smile form but then it slowly fades away as you look at edd d e a d i n t h e e y e s

Edd looked- sad

He sighed and rubbed his eyes with his sleeve
"U h...something got in my eye sorry sksks"

" oh- um sorry" you started talking softly and soon that became just words in your head that you kept saying to yourself

edd was on the verge of crying i think

you could tell but maybe he wasnt

what if something did happen to tom

you did hear screaming from a person when you left the base

could it- could it have been toms scream?

without thinking you just got up and started sprinting to the way out passing edd as he gets up confused and worried and starts going after you

you cant think straight- what is happening- you  mind is fucking up, you fucked up

why are you so worthless

your nothing 

your pathetic

you have no one you rat

nobody cares

i dont like you

i hate you

I H a t e y ou

I H A T E Y O U

 WHY CANT YOU BE MORE LIKE YOUR-

darkness,all you see is darkness

silence, all you can hear is silence

loneliness thats what you can feel

i wonder if this is the void?

is this the void? i mean it sure sounds and looks like it

wheres edd-

"hey y/n what are you doing in here?" a familiar voice said but t=when you turned around you couldn't  recognize her

you look around for another y/n but nobody was there

"pfft- yes you silly, i am talking to the only y/n here- what are you doing here in the uh lets just call not home"

you hesitated to respond

"i-uh-"

"uuuhhhhhh well never mind that, right now you need to get out of here, after all you dont want to leave your family behind right?"

you didnt say anything all you could do was nod or not

"well go on then and remember- you a r e the face of our family,y/n  dragon"

(starts getting elementary flash backs)

suddenly you hear something snap

where are you? why is there blood-

WHY IS THERE BLOOD ON ME

WHAT HAS HAPPENED 

i s t h a t- IS THAT EDD?

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my will to live is gone  X D 

anyways this chapter is sort as h e  l l 

because school and the motivation to write but i swear i will keep working on this book

when i have time lmao anyways gn and see you next time darkart out