I don't want to let you go:

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Jack had an accident he have been 2 months in bed without waking up, Joe didn't want to continue seeing his friend in that state Conor have give up but Joe didn't he won't let Jack go that easily it isn't titanic he is Jack isn't going he will stay with him. And he did want to spent the rest of his life with Jack he didn't really think about it before the accident but he know the feelings were, there just two people who knew about how he feel about Jack Josh  And Calfreezy because they were doing a true or dare with and he stupidity choose dare and Cal choose that he have to show all his contacts and they found some interesting contact "my lovey😍🤠" both saw Cal and Josh saw the contact and they realise who it was they didn't say anything Joe just cry and both hug him and promise to keep silence and they did no one knew he does like Jack...

But seeing him on bed not doing anything make him feel useless he have to do something to help him he feel like everything is his fault. And he is getting crazy to see how Conor give up in his brother come on is his fucking brother Conor thought.

Hours later he feel dizzy so he decides to sleep Conor went to visit him with Anna he just smile awkwardly at them. Conor started crying and Anna hug him.

"Joe I know that I'm giving up but it's hard for me he is my brother, he is just your mate he just meant a friend to you..." Joe didn't like what he heard at all so he started screaming at Conor "what if he meant more than a friend to me? Yeah I like him and I didn't tell that because I was scared but is the biggest mistake I make not tell jack sooner how I feel I fucking love him and without him I feel useless, right now I feel like his accident is my fault and I have to help him but I can't and is ridiculous I feel so useless like you have no idea..."

Conor just see at him shooked he didn't know one of his best mates like his brother and the thing is Jack was in love with Joe before the accident he was talking to Joe and then he hit his car and now is on a bed trying to not die but Conor can't tell that to Joe that when they were playing and he didn't answer Joe that day he was driving and hit his car because he didn't stop to talk like usual because this time Joe didn't answer his phone call he continue playing Mario kart.

Conor is thinking about the flashbacks he win the game and then he saw Jack was calling "Ughh Jack is calling me" "answer he call me as well" "okay okay just because I win" "idiot" "loser" so Conor pick up the call and it wasn't Jack it was the person of the other car that Jack hit. "Hello?" "Hello? Conor?" "Yeah? Who is this? How do you have Jack's phone?" "He hit his car with mine he was talking on the phone I try to don't get the impact of his car but not luck and well... I'm driving him to the hospital that is close to the library from street 11" "okay thank you so much I'm coming right now" He hang out the call and explain to Joe that Jack had an accident he didn't tell everything that Jack was in the phone and then hit his car and Joe then say that maybe it was who help him that call him instead of Jack but no Jack's emergency number is his and Mikey's not Joe because he didn't want people to know he have Joe as "Suggy my lovy"

Conor was really into the flashback he didn't noticed that Joe leave the room and Anna wasn't there as well he was worry about to search for Anna when she open the door.

"Conor, Joe ran away what are we going to do?" " I really don't know Anna, I just I can't and I know fully what happened with Jack" Conor explain everything and at the end he started crying Anna hug him "Conor is okay but don't you dare tell Joe that you know he really loves Jack so don't put him through more pain" " I know Anna and I won't you shouldn't either" "of course I won't, also I want you to do another thing for me" "okay?" "Don't give up on Jack please"

He started crying worst he was going to give up on Jack but Joe told him that he should go to his house with his parents to LA it wasn't that serious and he did go to his house and then get back with Anna but he knows he give up on Jack and Joe no and he ran away because he make him upset.

Anna leave hours later Joe was back and Conor was going to leave "are you really going to leave" "Joe what can I do?" " stay with him, don't give up you know what I give up on you please never talk to me again" Conor was angry he was about to yell at him that it was in first place the reason why Jack was dying but he decides to shut up and ran away like Joe did earlier.

Joe just thought of how he give up he can't forgive Conor for that but if Jack wake up he wasn't going to tell Jack what happened but he isn't going to either talk to Conor he can't forgive him. Is so hard for Joe to see Jack in bed looking all deadly .

"Tell me love, how you know where to go, where to go?" "Don't let me go Jack" Joe started crying and run to away, an hour later he get back this time Jack have open eyes Joe didn't notices because he was crying and then he keep repeating things to himself "Jack please don't leave me" he cries harder " Joe I'm not going anywhere" Joe was shock he heard the voice he so bad wanted to heard he didn't believe it he was awake and looking more than okay.

"Omg Jack" "I'm sorry Joe" "you don't have to be sorry Jack..."

Joe call Anna and she call his parents so they travel to London to be with her son, Joe was happy that Jack was okay and with his family he leave the room to drink some water Conor follow him. "Joe I know you're mad with me but..." Joe just hug him and cry " it's okay Joe he is back, also I know I been a shit brother and when he get better I will apologise to you and to him I'm so sorry" "it's okay Conor he is back" Conor smile at him and get back to Jack this time Helen Jack's mother leave and see Joe.

"Hey Joe you don't know how thankful I'm that you stay with my son" " what can I say I just love him" "sure you do. Sorry Conor told me and I see it in the videos the way you look at him and to be honest he look you with love eyes as well it's amazing that Jack have you in his life he's always been a player till he find someone he really loves him his last relationship the boy dies and he was so sad so he get back to act like a straight fuckboy when everyone knows he is bisexual and the cutest person ever, but really I see a good future between him and you." "You really think so?" "I believe it is just meant to be you just wait he is back and okay for a reason" she wink at him and leave.

Two weeks later Jack, Joe and Conor were hanging out Conor explain to jack how he was giving up and how he was so sorry and he understand if he don't want to see him as well but Jack just hug him and Conor explain how at the end Joe change his mind the doctors were giving up as well but Joe keep telling them that you were going to be better in no time and no one believed in him, and Joe was doing  dinner.

Jack have tears in his eyes and run to Joe and hug him Joe was worry to know why Jack was crying.

And then the unexpected happens Jack give Joe a peck Joe raises his eyebrows "Joe , Conor explain to me everything..." "ohhh?!" " I love you" "I love you too Jack don't ever try to leave me again" " never in a million years, I love you so so much I can't and I won't"

They happily continue doing food and Conor as well help them they were the 3 so happy singing doing dinner everything was perfect at the  end and well the accident make Joe realises how much he loves Jack...

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