We started of as friends and then we became bestfriends , until one time I already have feelings for you. It's hard to talk to you actually, it's hard to keep my feelings for you.
I get jealous whenever I see you with other girls, I can't stop smiling whenever I see you happy, I can't stand watching you sad. But you love someone else and it pains me so much, everytime I see you with her... with a big smile on your face.
I avoided you these past few days, I thought that avoiding you will be the best way to forget my feelings. Days passed, and you are not looking for me anymore, not talking to me , not remembering that you have a bestfriend that was by your side since birth, that bestfriend who only cares about your situation, that bestfriend who understands you the most, that bestfriend who takes care of you first before herself, that bestfriend who thinks that you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to her, that bestfriend who loved you till the end, that bestfriend who likes you.
But I think for you my efforts are nothing, for you I'm just a normal bestfriend, for you our friendship is nothing, for you I'm nothing.
And then one day you came looking for me, you came while crying, when you really need a friend that is where you will come to me. Telling me everything and then I'm just there to comfort you. Can't you see that I like you? Can't you see that I am the one for you?.
"Thank Gosh! You came looking for me." I said smiling brightly but you we're so gloomy and you feel like crying.
"We......... we broke up" you told me and my smile faded. Oh right, I am the only one who you can talk to about your problem. I just hug him and he cried and cried. Even though I hate him for being so dense, I can't stand seeing him sad.
"I hate you for being so dense, I hate you for not looking for me, I hate you because I think that for you, I'm not important, I hate you because you are looking at the other girls, while I'm here, I'm here standing right in front of you. I hate you because I love you as a person, not a friend. But why can't I get mad at you?. Why do I still love you?. I don't understand"
You look at me in the eyes. I see your eyes with mixed emotions, sadness,happiness, etc.
"I love you for being so dense, you we're to cute. I love you for avoiding me cause in that way I can take a picture of you without knowing and making it my wallpaper. I love you, cause you are important to me, I love you, when you get jealous. I love you cause your the only one who is perfect in my eyes. I love the feeling I'm feeling right now. You make my heart beat fast, you make me smile everytime when I'm with you, you make me nervous sometimes when you're around, you make me feel like I'm in cloud nine, you make me feel love and important, I can't take you out off my mind , you make me fall in love with you even more. I won't stop loving you, because you are the one who makes me happy. And I'm sorry for not talking to you, I'm sorry for acting like I don't care at all, I'm sorry if I dated that girl to just get rid of my feelings for you. I really do love you, trust me I really do" he told me and I was just standing there looking at you shocked and crying.
I can't believe that you love me too. You don't what I'm feeling right now. You put your forehead on mine and said those three words sincerely.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
