FanFic One-Shots

Dark Malec

Warning contains rape!!

A/N

I am glad to be back writing.I will be carrying on requests but there will be rules as of now. 

No more dark like these fics. Angst is not that bad but I would prefer to avoid these type of fics for awhile.

They will be in different styles as well as you will notice in this one. 

Smut is still on the table but unless its roleplay not dark rape ones. 

I am aiming for a bit happier fics for ahwile.

Dark fics will return one day. Other then that it is good. New chapter now.

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"When it first started ... I didn't take note of it or I don't know... His name was Matt... he seemed friendly at the time... after a week there was touching I thought it was an accident you know... but he would... when alone he would whisper in my ear how ... I am a disgrace and that I- I am a slut. After a week I had this amazing date with Magnus. We saw a movie and had dinner, he even gave me a good night kiss at the door. It was so cliché but so sweet after that Matt cornered me and groped me. He would grab and rub my crotch. I felt so disgusted so- ... wrong." Alec sobbed into his hands as the flashbacks of what happened to him came forth once again. He did not want to carry on but he knew he had to for the sake of everyone, for Magnus... for himself. A tissue box was passed to him and he blew his nose and dabbed away some of his tears. He continued.

"I started to change. Magnus noticed. I would withdraw into myself and when-... and when we were intimate I would ask no beg to stop and would give some lame excuse like I was stinky or that I was not feeling well... well that was not a total lie." He bit his lip and rubbed his hands as if trying to get any existence of Matt off him. "I think the worst was that I reacted to his touches especially after they became more... extreme. He would slide his hands down the front of my pants, I felt shivers of disgust but I would get... hard." Alec hung his head in shame and fear as a wave of new tears came out. "I came... I came and it broke me. My body felt good but I- I felt like crap. He... Matt thought this meant I enjoyed it. Then Magnus became suspicious. He thought I was cheating... I guess he wasn't wrong. I was in a way. Magnus started to ignore me and he would always give me this look... I can't explain it but it was just horrible. It made me feel small and like shit. We eventually broke up well... he left me and it hurt so much, I felt abandoned but I knew I was at fault. It will always be my fault. Matt... he was happy I could even say ecstatic even. He laughed and mocked me and- and-." Alec breath came out short and harsh. He needed a moment.

Five minutes past then ten and then twenty three.

"He would say I was his, all his. He would even say mine. My Alec. My Prize. Mine. I was scared but what was I supposed to do. I felt alone. I felt scared. Lost. Abandoned. Everyone loved Matt, they thought he was cool and kind. What lies. He continued to grope me and abuse me but then my breaking point, my moment I wished I was dead was when he ... he took my virginity. He raped and I did nothing to stop it. I played there as he took me, no lube, no preparation, and no kindness. Only pain. I felt like I was being ripped from the inside out. I could feel the warm blood and... him I could feel him. I wanted to scream, beg, cry but I lay there in fear as he whispered how much of a whore I was and how....tight I was. I always have nightmares about it. The worst was when Matt left all happy and proud of himself I reached for my phone. Stupidest and greatest mistake ever. I called Magnus. The man who thought I was cheating on him, the man who heard me whisper over the phone help repeatedly, the man who called Izzy and Jace. The man who yelled at them and almost took their heads off as they stared at me when they found me. They just stood there. Magnus was furious. Hell has not fury as a pissed of warlock." Alec tears flowed more on. He gave a chuckle remembering how angry Magnus had been.

"Izzy and Jace left but I did not notice. They found Matt and let's just say he was never seen again. It's nice to have future in laws in the deepest parts of hell hey." Alec's voice eventually cracked, desperate and broken. "The worst was when I lay against Magnus's chest sobbing like a child telling him what had happened and what had been happening, I never felt so weak before. So pathetic. Sometimes Matts voice come to me and I hear him whispering how much of a disgrace I am and how much of a whore I was to still have an orgasm. Magnus was furious. At Matt, at Izzy and Jace and... himself. After I had calmed down he told me he would take care of me. He healed my wounds. Two weeks later he took me for STD testing, I was clean luckily. After that Magnus would always be near me and watch over me. We finally back together and engaged but I don't think I will be whole ever again."

"That was very brave of you Alec," Her voice filtered the air, soothing Alec. "I am glad that you and Magnus are back on track. He may also be the key to you feeling whole so never give up on that okay. None of that was your fault. It was Matt and only Matt's fault. Sadly the world if filled with Matts and so many suffer but your Matt is gone now and remember that. He is and will not come back. Focus on those around you. Jace, your parabatai, Izzy, your sister and Magnus, the man of your dreams."

Alec wiped his tears away and smiled at his therapist.

"Thank you so much."

A knock was on the door, they both turned their heads as Magnus face peeked in.

"Everyone okay?" He questioned worried he had interrupted but the session had been going on for almost three hours.

Alec turned his head and as he saw that smile of hers he knew it was time to go.

"It's all good babe. Let's go. I took too much time anyway."

"Don't worry Alec it pays my water bill." Teased the therapist as Alec snorted. A smile finally adorned Magnus face as he realized there must have been a big step in progress if these two were teasing each other. Magnus and Alec left the office one step closer to being whole again.

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Hope you enjoyed. Feels good to be back :)