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AN: Please Read and you can learn more about my children and the angels. chill out to this true story with much needed info. They want to wipe away my memories so I want to write this stuff I don't want to forget down. I know its not that well written but please. I'm going to explain indirectly seeking Jesus and how people control your mind the best I can. Mind control is like Jacob and Esau. this is stuff from my journals.

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I drew a picture one morning, and  was fighting mind control. I was brought in spirit and given so much faith, and a man said "Do you want me to help you with you picture?" His voice deep and gruff and powerful. I thought it must be an angel. I was so surprized. (Anyway I'd like to post that picture on here someday)

Through out the day, he spoke to me and one other angel did. I was really in spirit. 

He said to me "You're gonna die soon."

He is soft hearted, pure, sensitive to being just, and faithful and his personality is loud and kind of pushy. He had a jewish accent. I think his element is Earth like my sister Carry. Mine is water.

There was another one that would call me "baby" gently like I was a child or a young pet.

Well they were filled with faith as they tried to come on to me every now and again. In a sexual way. But I didn't go along. When I did, the angel was there. The one with a Jewish accent. I was going to say sorry to Jesus but he interrupted and screamed up at the night sky "DEAR GOD THANK YOU FOR THAT ORGASM." He's cool huh. I felt so surprized, and faithful that we didn't sin.

  "The Nephilim were on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of man and they bore children to them. These were the mighty men who were of old, the men of renown.  "Genesis 6:1–4. 

I didn't know about getting into spirit until I was a teenager, I didn't realize I had a spirit until that very night, I was aged 15, I went up stares into my parents bedroom to lay down on the floor to sleep, and felt this awake feeling, very dry,  and big, I was in spirit. But it wasn't Jesus. it was me. I felt dry and afraid, I felt like I was going to fall, it was a doom feeling, so i asked Jesus to save me, "Please save me God." 

Then one night I felt really serious, in spirit, and was in fear, because I thought I did something so so wrong. I thought masturbation was so wrong at the time, because I was not ready for it. I had the capacity to only wait till marriage before till I do that stuff. I was so so lustful, all the time, and it was morbid. I cried as the I felt the Holy Spirit's serious grief that made me feel so soooo fearful, even more than in the last chapter when I woke up from those dreams about something bad happening when I was little. I knew I was going to get punished, because I wasn't ready to not be punished, if i didn't repent. Jesus led me in spirit to Jackie Price's video on Youtube called "The Lord is Weeping for You" It is the absolute truth, how Jesus is grieved and angry over people being distracted from seeking him by their temporary entertainments and comforts and pleasures. 

Turns out, he will always feel angry and wrathful and grieved over us receiving that lintil soup, day and night, but he has shown me that he wasn't really upset with me for feeling lustful and was giving me convincing fear over what I did, to convince the weak minded 15 year old me that I was so wrong. So feeling sexually excited  isn't wrong. (I'm leaving out a lot of sins I did that was wrong btw) Yes, you will be punished for not obeying him and seeking him. 

Anyway, I met these angels for the first time, at this trailer house by a creek and woods, that my parents purchased cheaply, while we get the other place out in the country fixed. 

It started, I was watching the movie version of  "The Host" right after seeing that alien try to possess me, I figured Stephanie Meyer must know about that (Stephanie Meyer's Book called "The Host") That's pretty much what the movie was about, aliens possessing people and using their bodies so they can have an experience on earth.

When the girl that got possessed by an alien called Wanda, Wanda felt the pain and desire the girl felt for her loved ones that were in hiding from the aliens, so she goes to their hiding place, and they saw that their beloved Melanie Stryder was possessed by the alien, they attacked her. So the alien girl had to gain their trust as they kept her in their secret hide out from the aliens.

I saw her character look up at Melanie's uncle, and Wanda's eyes were like that of a chihuahua, it reminded me of the bible verse about the woman who needed to be faithful when she she came from her country, to the Jews, and Jesus, faithful that he would help someone so different from the Jews.  

I was the bullied and rejected outsider, that likes rock and roll and and creepy stuff, and being alone, a pisces. Then I had a dream from the Lord about a group of jock girls, I sat next to them, shyly, they gave me funny looks and laughed a bit at me, but I felt beautiful faith and the brave desire to get their friendship. Through out the dream it was really nice with them. The girl that was their leader loved me and looked at me with adoration. As I remembered this the angel with a slight jewish accent put his head down in his hands and felt very very strong emotion and beauty for me. Then He powerfully said "Can somebody please take feelings I can't bare for this human, feelings I can't bare?" I thought wow somebody feels that way about me. Anyway, I'm going to call him Lionel. There are many more angels I've met and even Satan. Some don't obey him, some do.