He sat beside me, without saying anything.
Oh Jesus, how badly I wanted to kiss him cant be expressed with words. I needed it.
Theo wasnt really looking at me, like he was looking through me. I silently thought to myself what the term mating covers. Kissing? No way. not to me.
Then, without any more thought, he was kissing me. His lips were soft, but firmed around my own, giving me a sense of closure. Damn, this guy can kiss. I thought. Without realising, I was tugging on his shirt, begging him to remove it. And, much to my distaste, he pulled away.
I thought we were going slow, he said with a sly smile. I smiled. Theo, making out doesnt really fall under mating, does it? I enlightened him as I pulled his shirt over his head.
He smiled and his lips fell on mine once again. At first it was slow but the kiss then turned very passionate, begging to be made into more. I did not want this to stop. Damn, there goes my shirt.
He pulled away and studied my chest in awe, only guessing what was hiding beneath my bra. He clearly wanted explore my body further as his eyes turn a brilliant gold, letting me know, this was his wolf who was in control.
He kissed along the hem of my bra, and up along the strap, peppered his kisses up my neck and made his way to my lips. Moulding perfectly with every desire that was pooling in my body begging to be set free.
However, all too soon, he pulled away and moved to the bathroom.
Theo? I asked in a husky whisper, knowing he could hear me. What is it? I asked. He appeared in the door frame and looked down at me with two beautiful brown eyes.
Nala I cant. I cant do this. He said, picking up his shirt and leaving the room.
My eyebrows furrowed and I suddenly felt the urge to cry. This man was the reason I lived when my parents died. The reason I was born. The moon goddess saved me from anything that could take me away from him. He was my everything.
Its not like you love him Nala. Just pack your shit up and leave. I thought on the verge of tears, as I began gathering some of my clothes from the dresser.
Suddenly it hit me, like a train at full speed
I loved him.
In the three short weeks that I had been here, I had fallen in love with him. He had built me a look out in a tree that I could climb from his bedroom window and he had attempted to cook me breakfast more times, than I could count.
In addition, the one reason I had never seen him in wolf form was that he was scared that I wasnt ready, that it would scare me and Id run away.
I shoved my clothes back in the dresser and sprinted out the door.
Theo? I yelled.
He was down I the kitchen with his beta and third in command in front of a map. Theo? I said puffed from the sprint. He growled lowly and the men averted their eyes away from me. I looked down and noticed I hadnt yet put a shirt on.
Shit. I whispered hiding in the staircase.
We will continue this tomorrow at noon. Theo said harshly as the men packed up the map and left the room.
What are you doing sprinting around the house like that and screaming bloody murder? he said not looking at me.
Theo, come back to the room, I want to talk. I said quietly. He shook his head firmly. No Nala. Im a man; you cant expect me to keep all self-control when we are doing things like that. He partly yelled. I cant hold back Nala. Not when youre like this and Im like that! he yelled.
I shook my head in a swift quick motion. I want to talk and I know its not fair on you, but its not completely fair on me either. You think I like knowing that the only reason you want to have sex with me is because you want your bloody mating ritual to be complete? I yelled right back.
He swayed on the spot, and then moved to me. I flinched away as if he was going to hit me, but the only contact that came was his hands cradling my face.
He moved my head so I was looking directly into his eyes before speaking. Nala? Do you really think that the only reason I want you is for the mating ritual? he asked lowly.
He brown eyes pierced into my soul and I knew he wanted more.
I shook my head and finally let the tears fall.
Theo, Mia told me that if I wanted to mark you, I ahum, I bite you. She said I would break skin, leave a mark on you forever. My mark is that all true? I asked hesitantly, he nodded silently, It sounds a bit extreme. I said giving him a small smile.
Without warning, he swung me up into his arms and made his way up the stairs.
I laughed as he threw me on to the bed. Growling he made his way on top of me and we picked up right where we left off.
