Welcome, what can I get you?

15

After what seems like forever in this hospital, and my leg healing that little bit, the doctor has offically said that I can force myself on a plane and head back for healing. So he is transfering my records to beijing hospital.

Buy a very special medical treatment plane ticket, im allow to leave and return to get yell at by my bestie.

When I get back im so getting out of the hospital.

Since my knee joint isnt as freely to bend yet, crutches work better walking around.

With assistance going from hospital to airport to plane, and then comfortable setting me in a comfy seat, before flying thirteen plus hours back to Beijing airport, where someone else pick me up, and take me to the hospital, where im again sitting in a sanitary smelling hospital bored out of my mind.

By now my phone is bursting of calls from everyone. I been ignoring them since they are all pressuring me about my conditions.

What I didnt expect is for some social media to cover this, and my website is pack, and soon the whole social media knows I got pick up from the airport and send immediately to the hospital.

And hours later, my room is starting to burst of people, not just nurses and doctors.

First to come is Ivy and Noah. Ivy being herself going all crazy yelling at me, how I should never leave her sight again, how stupid I was, and clumsy, and blah, blah, blah, blah. Only force to leave when Noah said goodbye and literally drag her away. I know I won't get away with it, but she talks so much. I swear, even without a mother, I feel like I have a mother with me all the time.

Next to come are 东林，亚楠, Sunnie, and Daniel. They were a lot calmer, even though the girls are quite worry, and gave me a mini lecture. They were a lot more acceptable.

But sadly having them come just felt like someone is missing, but I know he is still working so I can't blame him. Also he probably doesnt pay attention to social media, so he probably doesnt even know im back.

Then around later in the night, 艺兴, 鹿晗, and 晓彤, came to visit me after they got off work.

Bring me food, and just simple asking how I am. They are the most casual yet caring. I can really talk to them about more, without them freaking out. Mostly because they are tired too, so they dont have the energy of others. Sadly this will be the only time they visit me in the hospital since they will all be heading out of the city for other jobs. But one cool thing is, I got them to sign my cast even though its a bit weird and there is barely any space, since I either drew in the space or my friends all sign it.

Soon, im back to being my lonesome self in the hospital room, laying down slowly drifting to sleep.

But in the middle of unknown time, I felt someone coming in to check on me, and from the sudden scent in the air I immediately know its not from a nurse.

你来了？[you have come?] I whisper, turn over to him who was about to leave again.

呃。[eh.] he reply coming back over, helping me to sit up.

你看来好累啊，你还好吗？[you seem very tired, you ok?] I ask looking at the dark circle forming under his eyes. He is practically a complete panda.

你还疼吗？[does it still hurt?] he ask back brushing my hair out of my face with his hand, ignoring my question completely.

I nod and sleepily smile brightly at him.

你都累了，睡吧。[you are tired, go to sleep.] he continue to say helping me back into a sleep position.

你也早点睡。[you should go to sleep soon too.] I reply before closing my eyes and starting to drift off as he seems to be walking out.

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waking up in need of peeing. I try to sit up. Im already struggling.

ugh. I cry in fustration and pain.

I so need to get out of this place. I think to myself. But finally reaching out to my crutches and slowly making my way to the bathroom, I relieve myself.

Suddenly hearing the sound of the room door opening, and someone suddenly calling for me.

Flushing the toliet and struggling to wash my hands, I slowly make my way out to see 江南, still somewhat panicking.

你不用上班吗？[you don't have to work?] I ask simply trying to make my way to the bed to sit.

还早。[still early.] he reply coming towards me and giving me a sudden hug.

我想出院。[i want to get out of this hospital.] I suddenly said looking at him as he pull back.

你真的想？[you really want to?] he simply reply after a long stare trying to read me.

I nod at his question. He sigh and rubbing the back of his head trying to avoid my eyes which is staring into his. but he suddenly nod, as if agreeing to my request.

A few minutes or so later, when the doctor and nurse comes to check up on me, he help me to ask about the request. The doctor won't budge at first, because I would need someone on full care for me, inwhich I suddenly rush out that 江南 could take care of me. He was shock at first, but with my pleading eyes, he nod along to it. So with nothing else to argue. Im out of the hospital by that night.

Ivy and Noah is driving me home though, since 江南 has work still.

Arriving back, Noah had to suffer with carrying me upstairs since it was much easier than forcing me to walk.

Other than that, I was able to shower, get dress, brush my teeth and get to bed on my own.

Ending my night with peace as I rest on my own comfy bed. But sadly with my leg like this, Ivy is taking care of 西贝 for me. So im alone in this apartment.

But even though im fast asleep, I dreamt of 江南 coming to check on me in the middle of the night, fixing my blanket that always seems to end up at the end of the bed.