[] in which seungmin received a box of polaroid films the moment he woke up from the hospital.
|| lost kids series #1
: written in english
status: completed
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hey love..
hmm?
do you believe in heaven and hell?
suddenly?
i was just curious. i'm quite religous, you know i believe in God. but sometimes, i just wonder, is there really heaven and hell? like, what happens when we die?
woah. slow down. well, why are you even curious?
its just a random thought actually.
well, we can't really tell ourselves if there is heaven and hell. we can't even tell if there really is an eternal life after our death. because we haven't experienced dying and coming back into life again.
what if, just what if..
what's that love?
what if there are circumstances where i have to leave?
what do you mean by leave? are you going somewhere?
nooo. what if one day, i pass away. we can't tell when will that happen.
don't say such things like that, love. are you troubled about something? you know, you can tell me anything.
i'm just.. just curious. one of my most random thoughts i think? and i can't stop thinking about it once it crossed my mind. you know me, love.
well, i don't want that to happen...
...
i think i'll never be able to live again, breathe and be happy again.
...
don't you ever think about those things again, love. you know you're like half of me right? that's how much you mean to me.
...
do you always get thoughts like that?
uhh.. well, most of the time?
i... from now on, i want you to tell me all the things that you think. i'm worried, love.
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what are some thoughts that you have? whenever you're alone? or whenever you're lost in trance ?
i don't actually remember but, i do had one thought of where i pictured myself dying?
what the?! and you only told me these things now?
you never asked! and don't raise your voice on me, kim seungmin.
i'm sorry! i.. i'm out of words, but please do tell me whenever you're having these again. okay?
okay, dad.
i'm your boyfriend for toffee's sake!
hey! don't include toffee here. she's sleeping and clueless.
