Gym addiction ❁ Jenzie

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chapter 4
dedicated to   @lorentwinkles❤︎
written by jenzieggos

❤︎ kenzie ❤︎

wow! why am i still in shock? what was i thinking, 'johnny' would never like me? was his friends just kidding? oof so many questions and not one answer. unfortunately it's wednesday oh wait it's thursday lmao and i still have to go skool so like yaaaaay!
after 45 mins i decided to do a half up-half down but it's still looks a mess smh. i skip breakfast because i never feel like eating in the morning.

i set off to schoooool , i don't know why i feel miserable so i just listen to some indie music. the fact that music helps my mood makes me wanna be a singer. but i just laugh at myself singing as i don't know how to. i walk into school and i look lonely af.

#lovemylife

i do a few laps (walking lmao) around the skool sksksks and then i finally see my friends we're all in the same form so i don't get why we just wait in form. 'hey kenz, what did you do yesterday?' asked nadia "you know the usual being bored to death- OMG WAIT SO YOU KNOW 'MYSTERY DUDE' *i stopped screaming as everyone was staring at me, i was just astonished at the fact i forgot about yesterday* his friends were in the gym and they said johnny likes you, like omg his name is johnny" at that moment we all just squealed and jumped up and down missing the sound of the bell. "woah, woah, woah hold up johnny likes youuu" lauren asked in joy. "umm well i think" i blushed.

nadia checked her phone and saw that we were five minutes late to form. 'ugh we're gonna get a break dt' i moaned. so we casually walked to form accepting we were going to stay at break.

why is school the actual worst? the day went by so fast i could hardly believe it but this means i can go to the gym.

time skip

i walked into the gym hoping to see johnny but he wasn't here :(
i just went on a few machines and listened to some billie eillish aka the mf queen. i tired to hit her notes but it's literally impossible skksksks. as the sun started to set i miserably walked out of the gym and johnny still hasn't turned up. why hasn't he come? maybe he doesn't like me at all? i mean it does makes sense who would like me.

i'm at home now and i feel like my eyes are just stinging as i think wait am i going to cry? at this thought i ran upstairs into my room ignoring whatever my mom was saying. surprisingly, streams just came casually, why am i so emotional? especially over some boy that doesn't even care about me.
my eyes became heavier and heavier before i knew it i was sleeping with mascara streaming down my face...

❤︎ johnny ❤︎

i wonder if she noticed i was gone, i mean who am i kidding why would she even like me.
what i am doing is wrong, i should just stop but how?
right what do i say to her ' oh hey, i-

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this chapter sucks i'm sorry, and i just think i'm terrible at writing woo hooo i wish i could write like blissfulsmiles lmao. anyways i was thinking netflix needs to make this into a film hahha. cba editing this so sorry for the autocorrect and i hope you liked this. correction- I HOPE YOU LOVED THIS. if not, tell me what i'm doing wrong :) and umm what do you think is going to happen next? make sure to vote and comment cause it is really appreciated.

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if you still look cute after your workout then that means
you didn't train hard enough
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654 words (this is very short compared to my other chapters skskks)