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Chapter Two

* Still flashback of that night *

Seconds , minutes , hours passed by. I couldn't settle down , there was a strange feeling in the bottom of my stomach.

The twisting uneasy feeling you sometimes get , when your not sure about something.

I started trying to calm myself down. This was the first fight we had ever had , I mean sure we've had small little arguments but never any blow ups like this one.

No matter how hard I try , I can't stop thinking about who that girl was. Wait if I was smart I would look her up on the internet.

Stupid. Rushing to the counter I grabbed the magazine from earlier and searched her name. Barbara Palvin . It sounds familiar.

She's a model. Well that explains it all right there she's a damn model , i have nothing on her. Trying to investigate farther , I got a call.

I picked up my phone and looked at the caller ID that read Liam Payne. I immediately clicked the ' answer ' button. " Hey Li what's up ? " I asked , hoping it wasn't actually him on the other end.

" You need to get downtown now ! " With that he hung up and I rushed for the door .

It only took me a few minutes to get down town. That's when I saw it. The cops , the ambulance's and even the four lads and three girls I came to know so well.

But one thing was missing....

Niall.

Niall , James , Horan was in that car.

I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't see Harry walk over to me. " I don't really know how to say this but uhh.... " His voiced cracked and was higher than usual.

A sheer sign he is gonna cry. I looked up at him with pleading eyes. " Niall didn't .. survive the impact " He choked out.

That was the last words I heard , before the world came crashing down.

I just lost , the love of my life .

** Back To Reality **

Megan and Liam dropped me off at the lonely and gloomy looking house that Niall and I had called ' our ' home.

As I opened the front door the same squeaking sound came from it . He always said he was going to fix it.

Now , I don't find it as annoying as I did before. It's Landmark now .

Slowly I looked at everything placed in the large house. This place seems so lonely and cold. It's not the happily loving home it once was.

Sure I had spent nights here alone while Niall was on tour or whatever but this is different.

He is never coming home .

And it's all my fault.

I don't think I will ever forgive myself.