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Chapter Nine

" Mistakes and regret is what got you here once you learn your lesson it will appear an everything will be crystal clear " Harry read to me. Even though we are just randomly reading the odd page they all seem to be linked together. " I think it's talking about you " Harry laughed.

I glared at him. " No shit Sherlock " I muttered sarcastically.

" Wow is it that time ? " He asked. I rolled my eyes. " I'm guessing so " He mumbled to himself , but obviously I still heard. Considering I'm right beside him. " Okay back to business , have you learnt your lesson ? " He asked me , although this time he was dead serious.

" Yes " I spoke flatly.

" What is it you've learned ? " I thought for a second then got mad.

" Is this really necessary ? " I asked bluntly while crossing my arms.

Harry put his hands up in defence. " Look I'm just trying to help but if you think you can do it your self then have at it , because I'm done with you being all moody " Well that was sudden.

He got up off the end of my bed and stomped out of the room , slamming the door loudly behind him , making me jump slightly.

I sighed then flopped backwards onto my bed.

Why do I always pick the wrong choice of words ? I lost Niall and now I think I just lost Harry .

How did I dig myself this far down ? How the hell could I bring myself down this low ? Look at me ! I supposedly believe there is a way to get my dead boyfriend back and that I can see him.

This is absolutely rediculas , I'm so done with this shit. Maybe if I wasn't my screwed up self everyone would be so much better off and Niall would still be alive.

It's all my fault.....

Megan's POV

Liam and I were talking in the living room while watching a movie when the sudden slam of a door made both of us flinch.

I looked up the stair well to see a very angry looking Harry heading towards the guest room he'd been staying in. I looked at Liam , he stared back at me with those big brown eyes that turned glossy. " What do you think happened ? " He questioned.

I shrugged. " I don't know but I don't think Ally and Harry are actually together " I muttered quietly.

" She said they slept together Megan " Liam yelled out of rage that really came from nowhere. I went to speak again but instead he started ranting on. " I mean seriously who does that ? Niall also known as her boyfriend dies then two weeks later she's with his best mate oh and don't even get me started on her delusions that she's gotten Harry to believe also. No book can follow someone around , I'm sorry but that just doesn't happen "

My hands were balled into fists and my jaw was clenched with fury. " She didn't sleep with Harry and I know that for a fact Liam ! She is my best friend and I regret ever thinking that she was crazy or that she did something with Harry. And you know what , don't be sorry because I'm sorry . I'm sorry you're too blind to see all of us struggling without Niall here , I'm also sorry that I'm choosing Ally over you"

I had tears running down my face like a waterfall after a major rain storm. " You're picking a friend over your boyfriend ? " He asked. Wow if I didn't know any better I'd think he was shocked.

" She needs me right now and unfortunately you don't see that , hell even I didn't see that until now. Once you stop acting like a dick maybe then we can talk but until then sty away from me " With that said I ran up the stairs heading straight for Ally's room but when I got there all I heard was loud sobs that were a little muffled.

Slowly and gently I opened the door just a crack and saw Ally laying with her head in the pillows crying. Maybe something serious did happen between her and Harry.

No I'm not talking relationship wise either. I closed the door and tip toed across to Harry's room. I knocked then heard a ' come in ' . He must have thought it was Ally because he started apologizing. " I know your here to say sorry but it's m - " He cut himself off when he had saw it was just me.

I gave him a slight smile then closed the door behind me. " Are you okay ? " Harry asked.

" I was thinking the same thin about you " I laughed a little. He cracked a small smile. " What happened Harry ?" I questioned , this time with a straight face.

He sighed running a hand through his hair. " I don't know . Both Ally and I have been a little on edge I guess you could say , lately and I kinda said some things I shouldn't have. " I nodded in understanding. " Now your turn "

" What ? " I asked.

" Tell me what happened. Its obvious you've been crying " He explained. I looked down at my hands before answering.

" Liam and I got into a fight , that's all " I spoke quietly.

" What was the fight about ? " Geez , nosey enough Harry ?

" Nothing " I groaned. " I really need to know this Harry. Are you and Ally actually together as in couple wise ? "

He chuckled. " No "

" Thank god "

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Harry and I were sat in his room watching a movie. Welcome Home Rosco Jenkins , to be exact. It's absolutely hilarious.

Suddenly Liam , Louis and Zayn burst through the door looking petrified. " Look I know you're mad at me but we've been robbed ! " Liam exclaimed.

" What ? How ? " I asked. I just realized something , I've been asking a lot of questions today. Hey ! Twenty questions day . Not the time .

" I don't know but they stole all the liquor ! " Louis yelled. I huffed and rolled my eyes. Zayn hit him upside the head then Liam spoke.

" Ally is also gone " I looked at Harry who seemed like he was about ready to jump out the nearest window.

" We weren't robbed then " Harry concluded. I nodded in agreement. "That just means Ally left taking all the booze with her "

But why would Ally take all the liquor ? She doesn't even drink. I remember times when Niall would drink lots and she wouldn't touch any of it.

Unless...... No she wouldn't , or would she ?

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