i was freaking out. i didn't know what i was going to do.
"zach..um gabbie's coming over so um.." i said nervously. "i'll leave." he said laughing. he gave me a quick kiss and with that he left. then i started hyperventilating. how was i going to take care of a child?
"jordan! i'm here! what's going on!" i heard gabbie yell from downstairs. she ran up the stairs to find me in the bathroom, holding a pregnancy test.
"oh my god." she said. i looked at her blankly. "jordan. what did you do." she said freaking out. "i guess i wasn't on the pill." i said handing her the test that showed positive.
my "boyfriend?" is in a band. my brother is in a band. a very fast growing band. this might ruin their reputation. it will ruin their reputation. i started crying.
"jordan. how did this happen?" gabbie asked me. i explained from start when we were at te beach and i saw daniels phone, to finish when i took the test. "oh jordan." she said rubbing my back.
"i have to leave. i cant ruin my brother like this." i said. "i'll help you. don't leave. i'm here for you." she said parting away from me. "i don't know if they'll accept me anymore. i'm a failure." i said now sobbing.
i had finally stopped crying and gabbie had talked me out of leaving. "i mean..is it zach's?" she asked. i nodded my head. i'm too young for this. i'm only 17!
"are you gonna..you known..keep it or?" she asked. "i don't believe in abortion. this wasn't meant to happen, at least right now, but i'm not going to kill this innocent baby." i said.
"oh no. they're on their way back." she said helping me up from the bathroom floor. oh no. "this is not good. how am i supposed to hide this from them! no i cant do this. no no no." i said tears welling in my eyes.
"jordan. i'm here. always. i promise." gabbie said squeezing my hand. then we heard the front door unlock, and braced ourselves for how we were gonna tell my brother and his best friends, that his little sister was pregnant, with his bandmate's child.
