Romany | Graphic Content
'Good morning baby' I opened my eyes to see Lilly hovering over the bed, what was she doing here? 'we're going to see my nutritionist this morning' I shook my head, Lilly sighed, 'then we're going to the hospital' damnit.
'I'll go see your nutritionist' I mumbled, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes
Lilly smiled, 'Do you want to shower?' I nodded, she picked me up out of the bed and carried me to the bathroom, Demi wasn't anywhere to be seen, 'she's making breakfast babe'
Lilly put me on the floor of Demi's bathroom, 'You can't put any pressure on that leg, do you want to have a bath instead' I shrugged, I was so ashamed of my body that I didn't want Lilly in here when I undressed and showered, 'do you want me to leave?' she questioned, I hesitantly nodded, not wanting to offend her, 'I'm going to have to leave the door open but I'll sit outside the door' I shrugged. Lilly walked out and I got undressed, then shuffling into the shower.
It was harder than I thought it was going to be, but I managed to wash and dry myself completely. Lilly had left a pair of underwear and a dress. They were both too big. I sighed, taking to ponytail holder off of my wrist and tying up the sides of the underwear to keep them up. I really needed to buy new clothes, 'Lilly!' I yelled, she ran into the room
'You scared me!' I laughed a little, 'you're a little shit' I laughed louder as she picked me up and carried me down to the kitchen.
'You need new clothes' Demi said as Lilly sat me on top of the island, 'we'll go shopping after we see the nutritionist' She smiled sadly at me
I sighed, 'Do you have another pair of underwear?' I asked quietly
'Why babe?' Demi asked, I pulled my dress up, showing the tied up underwear I was wearing, 'baby' Demi sighed, 'they were a kids ten' I looked away from her
bastard child
'It's okay babe' Demi smiled at me, kissing my forehead, 'we'll find clothes your size'
Lilly walked back towards us, 'just a little bit okay?' she said as she handed me the small bowl of puree, I shook my head, 'what do you need?' she asked. the calories.
I shrugged, 'how about Lils holds you and I'll feed you?' Demi suggested, I nodded, remembering their threats to take me to the hospital. Lilly picked me up again and carried me over to the couch.
There were a lot of tears but Demi ended up feeding me the entire bowl, I couldn't even bring myself to look at the empty bowl, I felt like a failure.
My stomach hurt too, which only made things worse, 'you're alright babygirl' Lilly cooed as Demi walked away to put the bowl in the sink, 'you're alright' I shook my head. It hurts. I squirmed around in Lilly's grip, grabbing at my stomach. it's unbearable.
I was sweating, the pain was horrendous, Demi walked back in and bent down to my level, obviously noticing my odd behavior, 'is it hurting again?' I nodded, Demi pulled my hands from my stomach and rubbed it, it slowly became just an ache, 'feeling better?' I nodded, 'it'll hurt for a while babe' I frowned, 'I know' she ran her hand over my sweaty forehead, moving some of the hair strands that we're stuck there.
'Do you want some pain relief?' Lilly asked, I shrugged, I just wanted to be held, 'I'm going to go get you some' she kissed my forehead before moving me onto the couch and standing up.
Demi kept running her hand over my forehead, 'it hurts pretty bad eh?' I nodded, more tears ran down my face, 'how are you feeling about going to the nutritionist?' I shrugged. terrified.
