Saving Kat

Chapter One

*Have you ever heard of the iPone app called Whisper? Well, it's an amazing app...You can go and tell secrets about yourself and read other people's secrets and the best thing? No one knows who you are at all. Well, I found it not long ago and decided to post my own secret. That's how I met Carter.*

Secret:

I starve myself to feel beautiful.

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Carter: Please don't starve yourself :(

Kat: I've done so much worse.

Carter: How come? :(

Kat: To feel beautiful

Carter: Please don't. :( I bet you are beautiful without doing thoughs things.

Seen at 7:13 am

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Carter: I won't leave you.

Kat: Okay...

Carter: Can I see what you look like?

Kat: I don't know... I kinda like the idea of neither of us knowing what the other looks like.

Carter: Oh okay :) I just believe you are going to be beautiful but I'm also here to help so whatever makes you most comfortable.

Kat: Thanks...

Carter: You're welcome.

Kat: You wanna know something? I've never been called beautiful before...

Carter: That's not ture, I just called you beautiful a few minutes ago :)

Kat: I'm sorry... I've just heard so many negative things directed towards me that I don't believe it whenever I get complements from people...

Carter: Don't be sorry I understand that's why I'm here to tell you the truth :)

Kat: You're amazing.

Carter: You're even more amazing. :) So what can I call you?

Kat: Well my friends call me Kat or Kay, so either one is fine(:

Carter: Well I'm just going to call you beautiful(:

*Carter sent a picture*

Kat: See~ You're so cute! Why are you waisting your time talking to me...? You could be out getting girls who aren't so weird and insecure...

Carter: Because you are beautiful :) And I love your personality :)

Kat: Thank you... But if only you know the extent of how bad things are with me, you'd never talk to me again.

Carter: What do you mean? and don't doubt yourself :(

Kat: You just have no idea. I'm not the best person in the world. That's all I do is doubt myself honestly.

Carter: I'm not either and I'm not going to judge at all :) so you can tell me anything :)

Kat: That's kinda what everyone says at first, but when they hear what I've been through, they're gone faster then they showed up.

Carter: Well I promise you I am different and I'm not going to judge you for being human like EVERYONE else!

Kat: Well, I guess we will see when I tell you everything about me one day.

Carter: Can you tell me a little now? I want to prove to you I'm not going anywhere :)

Kat: Well... Okay, for started, when I was a baby, my dad had a son who died when he was just a few months old. So when I came, I was the most spoiled child ever. But when my parents had my little brother, I was pushed away. My dad abuses me and has even told me that I was the cause for my brother death. Everyone in my family has abused me in some was... I'm suicidial, I self-harm and starve myself just to feel something...

Carter: I am so sorry :( I have a terriable father too and its awfyl, you desereve so much better :( but please don't hurt yourself beautiful. I'm here for you and please please please don't hurt yourself :( how can I help?

Kat: There's really no help for me anymore, I guess. At least that's what everyone around me says. Right now, talking to you is distracting me pretty well. Don't worry about me. I'll be alright.

Carter: No I do worry because I care! :) I'm here for you so ignore those liars! There is always help for you!

Kat: Thank you... It's nice to have someone who actually cares for once...

Carter: So can I hear the rest?

Kat: Well when I turned 13, my dad beat me and I ended up in the hospital for a week. Then, at 14, my family found out about me self harming and sent me to rehab, claming that I was going crazy and that I was ruining their family, when I was, in reality, my depression was just so bad. And I was nearly raped walking home from school when I was 16. Then, my parents said it was my fault and refused to call the cops. It's just one thin after the other and it never ends. Every time I start to trust someone, they leave which is why I never trust anyone.

Carter: I am so sorry :( you deserve so much better :( and I am here for you, I promse :)

*Read at 3:16 am*