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there secret little (revised)

this chapter may have some sensitive topics and I apologize in advance if I didn't portray anything correctly. 

Leo

I was hopping down the ladder making my way down to the lair. It was 4 in the morning so it was a bit early but I wanted to surprise Leo and the only way to do that was to do it before school. I sneaked into the lair and took a peek into Leo's room. I didn't see him in his room so I walked around and saw a light on in the dojo. I popped my head inside and saw Leo meditating. I sneaked up behind him and tried to scare him. He looks at me and goes back to meditating.

"Just another hallucination."
"I'm pretty real."
He looks up and reaches out to touch me.

"Guess you are real. Why are you here it's like 4 in the morning."

"I could ask you the same question."
"I couldn't sleep. Insomnia I guess."
I saw an inhaler next to him.

"Leo do you have asthma."

"Stop asking so many questions."
"Sorry."
He looks at me and sighs.

"I have insomnia and Donnie gave me some pills that help with it. The only drawback is that the medicine can cause asthma and since I have to do ninjutsu I have to have my inhaler on me at all times."

"I didn't know. I could have helped."
"Meditate with me then."
I sat across from him and meditated.
"Sweetie."
"Yea."
"Move in here, to the lair."
I opened my eyes shocked.

"I'll think about it but I don't know for sure."
"All I ask is that you think about it."
"I will."
"Thanks."

I missed school and stayed to meditate with Leo and he taught me some of the breathing exercises he had to do.

"Leo if you ever need someone to do this with I will always be here to help you."
"Thank you."

He places me in his lap and slowly falls asleep.
"Only you can calm them."

Raph

It was kind of late and I didn't know when they were gonna leave for their daily watch out so I quickly made my way to the lair. I ran into the living room and didn't see anyone there so I made my way to the dojo to see if I was lucky to at least catch Raph. I saw Raph in the room taking pills and stabbing the dummy almost ripping it to pieces.

"Raph."
He throws a ninja star towards me. I moved out of the way but it wasn't quick enough and he cut my ear.

"Are you okay Raph? You didn't have to do that."
"Shut up. Leave me alone already."
"I just wanted to check up on you."
"Well as you can see imperfectly fine and I don't need you parenting me."
He takes another pill.

"Raph."
"Shut up and leave before I punch your face in."
"Raph what is wrong with you."
"Say something else and I will stab you with this sword."
"Ra-."
I was pulled out of the room by a master splinter and he quickly closed the door.

"Let's talk."
We both went to the couch and he sat me down for a talk.

"Raph is depressed so Donnie gave him some depression pills."
"Which causes him to be angry right."
"Yes. we have tried to get him off them but then he starts to hurt himself again so we all think it's best to take the yelling and fighting then for him to hurt himself."
I walked towards the dojo.

"What are you doing."
"He needs a hug."
I walked into the dojo and saw and him stabbing whatever he could.

"What do you want."
I walked over and without saying anything I went and hugged him

He got gentle and fell. He hugged me back and started crying on my shoulder.

"Don't worry ill always be here."
We stay there until Raph calmed down.

"Come move in with me. I need you here as much as possible."
"I will if it's going to help you."
"Thank you."
"Raph instead of doing the pills or hurting yourself I want to help you find something besides all that."

"As long as you're here I don't care what."

Donnie

I was going to go visit the turtles right after I picked up some cheese pizza.

"I don't know how they travel with a pizza box in their hand."
I climbed my way down into the lair where I saw everyone standing around in the living room.

"What are you guys doing."
"We are talking about the weekly schedule."
"What for."
"Donnie is in the middle of the autism spectrum and he says that if we make schedules they keep him calmer."
"Since when does he have autism."
"We don't know, we think it might be because of the mutagen since it could have changed his brain."
"Thanks, Leo."
I made my way to Donnie's lab and slowly opened the door learning my lesson from last time.

"Hi, Donnie."
He looks up and smiled.

"Glad that you're here. Today is schedule day and now we can talk about when you're allowed to visit. So which days will work for you."

"Donnie whenever I visit it's gonna be random."
"Then why don't you move in."
"Move in."
"If you move in then I don't have to worry about you visiting randomly cause you will already be here."
"Donnie I would love to but that's something I would have to think about."
He looked sad and I knew I said something wrong.

"Before I tell you my decision I can help you schedule my visits."

He gleamed and grabbed some paper.

"So the days that would work best are Mondays, Wednesdays, and Saturdays, since I try not to do labs on those days and the times that would work best, is 5 pm -4 am since before that I have training and chores and after that, I have to go on watch out."
I tried my best to help him with the scheduling and learn the rest of the scheduling.

"Thank you for helping. I know this can be difficult."
"If it helps you then I'm happy to help out."
"Thank you."
"Your welcome."

Mikey

It was Monday and my school had a busted pipe so I thought it would be a good day to go and visit Mikey. I went as quickly as I could to the lair and when I saw it I burst into the room.

"I'm here."

Everyone looked at me weird but I didn't mind it.

"where's Mikey."

"he's in his room."

"Thanks, Donnie."

I made my way to his room. I knocked on the door and didn't hear anything so I slowly opened the door and a familiar smell hit me.

"Mikey."
I saw a lump in the bed and with closer inspection, I saw that it was Mikey sleeping.

"Mikey get up."
I screamed since he jumped up and hugged me.

"Shhhh. I'm sleeping."
"Mikey are you high."
On the nightstand, I saw a pill bottle and something green. Careful not to wake Mikey up I grabbed and bottle and it said ADHD medication and I already knew that the green stuff was marijuana.

"Mikey."
I tried my best to try and shake him awake.

"Yes."
"Why didn't you tell me you had ADHD."

"Cause it's not fun."
"You still should tell me."
"It's fine. Ever since the pills don't work Donnie gave me this green stuff to help and it works so well I'm sleepy."

He pulled me closer to him and the smell almost made me high.

"Your so soft, you should live here."
"I'll think about it but we should try something besides marijuana."
"Kisses."
He kissed my arms and my side causing me to laugh a little.

"Fine but only if they actually help."

I brought the blanket closer to us and fell asleep with Mikey.