Changbin walked in to the apartment. The sun streamed in to the dimly lit room, to reveal dust flying around and a sickening smell of death. He could feel his lunch stir in his stomach. But forced himself to follow the horrible smell to the bedroom. With shaking hands he reached out for the door handle, only to regret it with his whole life once he opened the door.
Jisung, his brother, the one he had promised their mom to protect against the world. Was laying tucked under the heavy blankets in the too big bed, Minho right besides him. His cheeks were sunken, and he was paler than normal. He looked peaceful, too peaceful.
Changbin rushed over to the two boys, tears now violently poring down his cheeks. "Jisung, Jisung wake up. I'm here now. Wake up! I told you to wake up!" Changbin shook Jisung's limp body, hoping that he would react. Changbin threw up. And then he let himself cry even more. He was out of his mind. "Jisung, stop playing. It's enough, come on now!" Changbin tried to make the younger sit up. He reached in under the covers to take his arm, and dragged it out. On Jisung's arm, where some of the most beautiful flowers Changbin had ever seen, Borages, cherry blossom's, Olives and Oats blending in with each other, making a beautiful geometric pattern. For anybody else, it just looked like normal flowers, but Changbin knew what it meant. Borages, The symbol of Courage. Cherry blossoms, gentleness and kindness. Olives, peace. And Oates, the flower for music. They were his family's flowers. Their mom's flower was Cherry blossom, his dad's was borage, Jisung's was olive, and his, Changbin's is Oats.
Now he finally understood why Jisung didn't want to let anybody see his tattoos. Because they stood for something much more than just Courage, kindness, peace and music. They stood for the harmony in their family. How happy they used to be as kids, how they used to love each other so much. And now only one was standing. Only Changbin was left, and it was probably all his fault that the rest was gone.
"Chan."
"Did you find them? Are they ok?" Chan's voice was hopeful
"I found them." Changbin sobbed
"Why are you crying? Changbin what is happening?" Chan now sounded concerned.
"They are both gone. And its all my fault."
"Where are you?"
"Why didn't i understand. Of course Minho had a rose. It all makes sense."
"What are you talking about?! Changbin, where are you?"
"A rose stands for so much, it can stand for love, hate, death, jealousy, and so much more."
"Changbin. Where. Are. You!"
"Because Minho is crazy! Totally of the charts! And Jisung knew! He knew all along!"
"I'm scared, Changbin I'm tracing your phone."
"And yet, that stupid boy let himself love him. Even tho he knew that it would end in death!"
"Who's dead! Changbin What is happening."
"We are all dead Chan."
"I'm giving the phone to Felix, he want's to talk to you."
"Changbin, are you ok?"
"Of course i'm not ok."
"Can you tell me what happened?"
"Love destroyed them. Jisung and Minho killed themselves because of Love. Because they're stupid, they didn't have to do that."
"I'm sorry Changbin. Can you tell me where you are?"
"No Felix."
"Please, i love you."
"I'm in Seoul."
"Send me the address, and I'll come right over."
"Only you. I don't want to see Chan and Woojin."
"Yeah, only me. I'll come right over."
{You finished reading ROSE// Minsung.}
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