( a/n: sorry im a sucker for angst. also two updates in one night? who am i? )
- recently everything in your life feels so hectic
- you're behind on making videos, you're getting an extreme amount of hate and none of it is helping your mental health at all
- you also find yourself snapping at andrew ( not massively, and it's quite rare but sometimes you can't help yourself )
- and bless him, he never gets angry at you because he knows you're going through a lot
- it's a friday night and you find yourself at shane and rylands
- and it's just you and shane as ryland is working out
- shane asks if you're okay because he notices something is up and andrew told him that you're not fully okay
- and you end up breaking down saying how everything is not okay and you just feel so bad for getting snapping at andrew and not replying to his messages because you're so swamped with everything
- and shane, being the sweetheart he is, literally holds you and tries to comfort you
- "it's not fair on andrew, shane. i can't keep doing this to him. he doesn't deserve it"
- and shane is literally trying his best to persuade you that everything you are doing is not your fault, and he's telling you that you're going through a hard patch
- but you don't believe him. you think everything is your fault but it's not, not at all.
- after seeing shane, you go back to your flat where andrew is
- and you go in, and andrew is sat on your bed, editing something for shane
- and as soon as he notices your bloodshot, puffy eyes and red cheeks he stands up and walks over to you
- and he just holds you softly. like his arms wrap gently around you and he places a soft kiss on your head
- the two of you just stay like that for a long time
- and afterwards, andrew tells you that shane called him whilst you were driving home, and he says that shane told him everything
- and you go to talk about how your sorry and stuff like that
- andrew just softly tells you how he understands everything is not great for you right now, and he understands that it's not your fault you've been more agitated
- and he tells you he loves you and that he's not going to leave you at all
- you don't really have much to say, so you just sorta cry
- and andrew is just so soft and loving around you!!
- then after your crying session, you're all sleepy so andrew takes you to bed, and puts you in your fave hoodie of his
- and you fall asleep on him
- and he loves you a lot
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shɑne + squɑd imɑgines (discontinued)
Fanfictionimagines. this book is discontinued since i do not support shane dawson or ryland adams anymore. i still support garrett and andrew <3 first shane dawson + squad book created. pls give me credit if you're gonna copy :)
