poems n songs

my life

i dont know if this is a song or poem comment down below what you think i should make it as and beware its bad this is the first thing i ever wrote 

i have no life, i have no more fight, i have no light left in me. iv become weak iv become a freak iv become a creep to everyone.when will i be saved? hope left me a while ago. what is my next move? i need more light to save my soal, my soal my soal. my soals become dark my soals become a fart (yes i know cringey) that no one wants to see or hear or even smell. my soals like a park thoughts love to play around in my head and they always come back for more. my hearts become black my hearts become a tac. my hearts become a sack that holds so much pain both mentally and physically i know this doesn't rhyme rhyme is like a sign that repeats and repeats until its stuck into your mind. im so lost have i become a loss? a loss of cause? can i please pause? i wanna break from every single thing