Worthless☽(edited again)

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italics for thoughts- thanks for the suggestion you know who you are

has sexual content


The plane had just landed and you were walking through the airport. People passing confused and wondering eyes at your thick figure, some even stopped to stare.

 You knew not many colored people lived in Korea and it was uncommon but had they really not seen a colored person with thick assets at all?

You felt like an animal in a zoo, being stared and pointed at, some pulled their kids closer and others held shocked expressions and what made it worse was the advertisement posters hanging up with skinny pale Korean girls.

Not to mention the advertisements about skin lightening cream. At this point, you had lowered your head in sadness and shame.

"are you ok y/n.'' sejin asked.

hearing the manly voice you lifted your head and spoke back.

''yes thank you for asking.''

You both continued on walking until you reached the end of the airport, walking out of the automatic doors as they slid open, you had forgotten all about the stares the whole time you were walking to busy distracted by the beautiful scenery in front of you.

Cars whizzed by, seeming like they had some important place to go, people walking and the buildings, they were huge with lots of lights, it reminded you of new york but prettier.

Being distracted caused you to stray away from sejin, still not paying attention you tripped over a crack on the sidewalk and crumbled to the ground on your hands and knees, your luggage landing beside you.

People stopped and stared at you more and you just felt like dying. you heard snickers and puffs of breath. Lifting your head up you found some people had taken out their phones and recorded, hearing some people talk about how they had never seen skin like yours and of your curly, poofy hair, and to add onto it, they talked about your size and how you must have eaten at least ten times a day.

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It was all too much and your shoulders started to shake and you felt your throat tighten as your eyes water. You had started to cry as you picked yourself up.

Your head facing downwards so no one could see. You simply grabbed your luggage and as you did so sejin came bursting through the crowd of people and held his hand out to you. You looked up and smiled, tears still streaming down your face as you looked into his eyes.

you could see his eyebrows sink upon his face, seeing your tears. he didn't speak he just grabbed onto your arm and pulled you towards the cab he had waiting. climbing in you wiped your tears and looked out the window your thoughts getting the best of you.



why am I such a crybaby, I hope I didn't make sejin look bad, I probably did and now I feel bad. he's so embarrassed I just know it ..I make everyone I meet look bad. maybe I should go on the ... hm, what's it called diet. oh, the kpop diet I heard it works really good, I know I won't go through with it though. I'm such a fatass no one will ever date me. such worthless trash.


snapping out of your thoughts by the cab's tires squealing to a stop, you look up to a small cozy looking apartment complex, it was cute, you smiled hoping that you would be staying here. sejin got out holding the door open for you, climbing out you stretched and yarned as you felt jet-lag starting to take its place.

you thanked him and you both begin walking with him leading. you both soon arrived at one of the many apartment doors. he reached under the welcome mat that was there at the head of the door 3b and pulled out a key. he took the key and inserted it into the keyhole, twisting it and pushing the door open.

He entered and then ushered you in. stepping in you stood aww at the pretty, aesthetic decor. sejin smiled at your expression happy to see you liked it. he handed you the key and told you he had to head off to the company and that there where a change of plans and that you would head to the company tomorrow instead of today since you looked tired and indeed you were.

Walking over, you set your luggage against the couch and collapsed onto the couch, sighing in content happy to be away from the mean staring people.

Getting back up as you heard the door close. deciding that you should eat something before unpacking you went to see if there were anything in the fridge, opening it you about fell out when you saw it was packed with food, you ran to the cabinets and by gods grace it was also packed you smiled and just decided to have some cup noodles.

The apartment had already had everything from a microwave to bathroom necessities. not to mention your dimly lit comfy bedroom. filled with plush carpet and a canopy bed filled with fuzzy pillows. This was heaven.

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After your shower and food, you had changed into your cute sailor moon merch shirt that went down to you creamy dark, thick thighs and plump ass as you eased into bed you had decided to have some 'you time ' if you know what I mean, you had locked the door in the living room and turned off all lights.

  Easing your hands down into your panties you sighed in content as your fingers worked there magic. moaning and sighing had gone on for a good thirty minutes as your eyes rolled back as you had a dry orgasm, your body jerking at the immense pleasure.

Soon enough you were pulling your hands out of panties you dozed off into a slumber tired from the day and pleasure you just had... yet you still felt.

worthless.
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bts will be in the next chappie I hope you enjoyed this..also this is my first time writing something close to smut... I didn't proofread so please don't mind the errors. thank you for reading I would love some of your feedback.

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