Harry’s P.O.V (Continuation)
At first Julie pulled away a little, so I stopped, but then she leaned back into the kiss. Does she like me? Hopefully she does! Now if there were only rain and we were at a park, this would be the best passionate kiss ever! Julie wrapped her arms around my neck, as I put my hands on her waist. It was such a perfect moment. I never wanted it to stop. We leaned out of the kiss and she just smiled. “So Harry, what I was trying to say was, I like you too.” “That’s what you were trying to say?! I thought you were gonna say you hated me! I am SO relieved.” I said. Julie started laughing and so I did too. “Julie, would you do me the honor, and go out with me tomorrow?” I asked, smiling the biggest smile ever. She chuckled. “I would love to!” She replied. I picked her up, hugging her. “I’m so glad you like me back.” I said, putting her back on her feet. “Me too. I’m especially glad that I’m over Niall! Now I’m SURE of who I like!” She replied. I smiled, held up her hand and kissed it. She started laughing. I think she may have the cutest laugh I have ever heard! It was so adorable, just like her. I gave her kiss on the forehead. “I’m glad you finally picked between Niall and I. Are you sure you like me? Cause I won’t deal with you switching to me and then Niall over and over again. Like, I love you. But do you love me? You have to promise me that you will love me from now on. Otherwise you pick Niall and don’t switch back to me.” I said. She took a minute to think about it. I was kind of getting worried that she would pick Niall now. That is the ONLY thing I hate about Julie. She keeps switching who she likes. I wish it was just me, but everyone still has a part of their past crushes left in their heart, even though they don’t love them anymore. I know that myself. But I still love Julie and I hope she doesn’t pick Niall, even though I love him too, he’s my bro. “Harry, I do love you… And I don’t love Niall. From now on I promise to always love you and only you. I don’t like Niall anymore, I did love him, but he turned against me and you didn’t. When you slapped me, you apologized right away. But when Niall made out with Simona, he apologized but did it all over again, in front of me and didn’t stop, or apologize. You were the only one who cared when I was hurt. Niall obviously didn’t. I love you. You’re sweet, caring, loving, cute, adorable and funny. Anything a girl could ever ask for. I love you Harry.” She said. Those 4 last words really made my heart beat faster, as I looked in her big, brown eyes. “You do?” I asked, making sure. “I do.” She said back. My cheeks started to burn from smiling too much. I was so happy at this moment and nothing, I mean NOTHING was going to ruin it. I hugged her tightly, with my head buried in her neck. Just knowing that she loves me is the most amazing thing ever! I still can’t get out of my head when she said she loves me and only me. She’s so beautiful. “I love you Julie.” I said, truly meaning it.
Niall’s P.O.V
Julie and Harry went back into the hotel room, just leaving me and Simona left behind. “Simona why did you slap her?!” I yelled. “She told us to be happy… In HELL! Why else do you think I slapped her? She deserved it.” She shouted back. That’s rude. I love Julie, I only made out with Simona to make Julie jealous, but instead it caused her to break up with me. I shouldn’t have done that, I’m such a jerk. I was just making myself think that I love Simona, when really all along I’ve always loved Julie. I loved her when we fought, when Harry and I fought, when she cheated, when I cheated and I still love her now. But she’ll never love me again, she’ll date Harry instead. It made me so mad to think that I ruined my chances with Julie just because of jealousy. Even though she cheated on me, doesn’t mean I should cheat on her. If you fight fire with fire, it only creates a bigger fire… I should’ve known better. “Simona… It’s over. I’m sorry, you’re a lovely girl, but I made a HUGE mistake. I don’t want you to feel like I played with your heart, I promise that’s not what I was intending on doing. This was a mistake…” I said, turning my head to face the floor. “You know what Niall, you’re a jerk!” She said. “I know…” I whispered, she was right. “Go screw yourself.” She slapped me across the face, as tears streamed down my cheek. I really messed up. I hurt Simona’s feelings and cheated on Julie. It didn’t feel good to know that I was the one hurting everyone. “I’m sorry, but I love Julie…” I said. “Bye Niall.” She replied, as she left going in the elevator. I just stood there, staring at the floor, watching my tears hit the ground, one by one. I leaned against the wall, pulling myself down, holding my knees against my chest. I really screwed up everything. There was no way to get people to forgive me. Not now, not ever. I took a deep breath, as I got up off of the ground. Suck it up Niall! I thought to myself. Life sucks… I wanted to go back into the hotel room and apologize, but I knew it wouldn’t do anything. Even if I did apologize, Julie would never get back with me and she would never forgive me. She’s probably kissing Harry at this moment… I thought she was my princess… I thought she loved me… But I obviously thought wrong this whole time. I really do feel sorry for myself. How could I live with myself? I don’t even think I can. I went inside the hotel room. Everyone was in their room, so they didn’t know I was inside. I went into my room, packed up all my things, grabbed a quick snack and called my driver. Before I left, I quickly wrote a note and left it on my bed, explaining why I was gone… And why I’m leaving One Direction. I just can’t deal with all this drama anymore. I love Harry, but being near him makes me think of Julie and when I think of her, I can’t concentrate on anything. I got in the car, as soon as my driver arrived (which was 15 minutes later) and told him to drive me to the Fairmont Hotel. The band and I are staying in Canada for about 1 more month and then were leaving to go to London. I wonder if Julie knows that. Ughh. I’m so mad right now. Words cannot describe how I’m feeling. I just wanna hold Julie in my arms right now and tell her how beautiful she is. But instead of it being me to say that to her, it’s Harry who’s the one telling her that, probably. I arrived at the hotel, thanked my driver and walked through the big, glass doors, leading to the lobby. I walked up to the front counter, seeing a lady talking on the phone with someone. I stood in front of her, waiting for her to get off the phone. She saw me, but didn’t even care to help me. She wasn’t even talking to a person asking for a room to stay in! I could tell, cause she sounded like she was talking to a friend. “Mhm.” I cleared my voice trying to get her attention. She stopped talking, stared at me rudely and continued talking. “Excuse me?” I said. “Gotta go…” She said to the person she was on the phone with. “What do you need help with?” She said glaring at me. “I would like to stay in a room.” I said. “Oh, so you’re Irish.” She said noticing my accent. “Hmm, are you visiting a friend here in Canada?” She asked. “No, well I guess you could say so… I’m here with me band… Well my old band. We just finished our tour and so we stopped off in Canada for a break. We’re going back to London in a month and we were supposed to start a new tour in 2013.” I replied. “Does it look like I really care?” She said rudely. “Sorry…” I replied. “So you said you’re in a band?” “WAS in a band, but yeah.” I responded. “Does it have a name?” She said sarcastically. “Yeah, it’s One Direction. I thought you’d heard of it… Maybe it’s not that popular here.” I said. “Oh it is. I just didn’t recognize you at first. My friends are HUGE fans of you guys. Would you mind signing some things for them?” She asked. “Why not?” I replied. I signed a couple of pictures and shirts and got a room key, for hotel room number 304. I got into the elevator, got in my room and threw my suitcase on the floor. I sighed as I slouched on the couch. This was going to be a long day…
Julie’s P.O.V (Point Of View)
“I love you more.” I responded to Harry. “I love you most.” Harry replied. We both laughed. We hugged and went into the living room, noticing a couple of items were missing. They all seemed to be Niall’s items that were gone. “What happened to all of Niall’s stuff?” I asked. “I’m not sure…” Harry replied, looking all around the room, confused. Harry left me in the living room, to go check and see if Niall’s stuff was in his room. I sat on the couch, as I waited for Harry to come back. I heard loud footsteps running, as I turned around and saw Harry running towards me with something in his hand… It looked like a piece of paper, or a note. Not sure. “Julie…” He said panting, trying to catch his breath. “Niall!” He yelled “Niall what?” “Niall… He’s leaving.” “Leaving where?!” I asked. “You mean leaving WHAT!” He said correcting me. “Huh?” “Niall’s leaving One Direction!” He said, trying to make it clearer. My jaw dropped. “He’s doing what now?!” Harry nodded, as if he were trying to let me know that it was true what he was saying. “WE HAVE TO STOP HIM!” I yelled. “He’s already gone!” Harry said looking down. His eyes started to water. I actually think he is going to cry… He better not! When people cry, I cry! And when I cry, trust me… It’s not pretty… “It’s okay Harry.” I said rubbing his back. “So what did the note say?” I asked. He handed me the paper. “Thank you.” I said, taking it from him. He tried to smile, but I knew he couldn’t while he was feeling this way. I opened the note and it read:
“Dear boys and Julie, I have decided that I’m going to leave One Direction… With all of this drama going on, I just can’t handle it anymore. I find it better for me to just find another place to stay. I hope you boys continue on the career and have a great time performing together. Also Julie, I love you… And I’ve messed up so many times, that I know apologizing won’t do anything. Even though apologizing doesn’t help, I just want you and Harry to know that I’m TRULY sorry, no joke. If you don’t believe me, that’s okay, but I know in my heart that I feel terrible about the mistakes I made. I hope you guys (Harry and Julie) are happy together. Don’t ever leave one another! I wish you guys the best… Please don’t look for me, you’ll just waste your time. Sorry about this being so sudden. Louis, keep on making people laugh, you’re really good at it! Zayn, keep smiling, you’re a very bright person. Liam, you are so sweet, NEVER leave Danielle, you two were meant to be! I will miss you guys SO much. I love you all. Bye. –Niall”
Wait… He still loves me? I thought he liked Simona… I’m so confused. Reading that actually stated in my mind that Niall is gone. No more Niall. Gone. Forever. Before I was in shock, and I hadn’t placed in my mind that I would never see Niall again. Now that I have, I’m worried. Worried that the words he said are actually true. I really do believe that he’s sorry, after I just read that. I just wish he would’ve told me that earlier, so we could still be friends. I love Niall, but just as a friend. I don’t think I’ll ever love Niall the way I used to, again. Our love has faded and now I’m in love with Harry. So sudden. I know that’s what you’re thinking… But you have to be in my position to truly experience this and know what I’m coming from. It’s really complicated. Trust me.
“Harry… We have to look for him.” I said.
“I know. He might actually be serious about this…”
“But what if we don’t find him? Then what do we do? It’s not One Direction, without Niall.”
