I sit alone in the dark and I think,
I watch the darkness dawn on me without a blink.
I had problems. My life was starting to sink,
It has stained my life like a shirt with ink.
I wish there was some cleanser or link
For my life is near to the brink
Its a mess and it stinks.
If only I had think before I did what is now already done
I should've walked away, made a second attempt and run
Time goes by and his blood still run
Mama told me not to play with guns it was no fun
Instead this was me: "Yeah mon!"
It was a remit given by my don
I hated my target and my feelings were strong.
It didn't take much effort to aim my gun straight,
"Pow!" As he had entered through his gate.
I'm sure his death was destined by faith
But I didn't know he had a pregnant mate
The transaction was done. It was much too late.
I regretted that. I was once in that state
How funny when my time had come. On that December Date.