loneliness does make you go crazy

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"Well there are rumors.." he made a little break and looked back to the new boy, who was still packing his things, shortly he looked back to me.

"They say that he was in a mental hospital.. but no one really knows why" he said in a quiet tone, so taehyung wouldn't hear our conversation. Goosebumps came all over me. He was in a mental hospital?
"Huh.." I slowly turned my head to the direction Taehyung was sitting, he was also looking over to our side, but he immediately looked away and exited the classroom right away.
"Anyway" Yuta said and looked at me "Stay away from him, I heard so much crazy shit and strange things about him"

Huh? The bad boy who keeps teasing me, is caring about me? Funny.
"Why do even care so much?"

After my response I took my backpack and immediately left the classroom.

Me and my bestie were in the hallway making our way to the schoolyard.

"Hey (Y/N)! Omg! You know the guy I kept talking about? The guy I like. He asked me if I wanted to go to the cinema with him"

My friend was flipping out, she was making weird squeaking noises and made some hectic movements with her hands "So i was like duh! Of course I have time, so we are going to meet on friday!"

My best friend Sam, is very talkative and she also has the best tea.

"Congrats. What film are you going to watch?" i asked and pretended to be interested
"A quiet place. The new film which was released last week. It's a horror film, during the film I can pretend to be scared and hold Toby's arm" she smiled like a maniac.
"What about you (Y/N)? Isn't there anyone you like? Like for real, it's time. It's been years since your breakup and you're still not ready?"
"You're right, it's just hard you know. I hate to say that but you're maybe right. I haven't met my type yet though.."
"People don't call me love doctor for no reason!" Sam laughed
"Who the fuck calls you like that?"

In the schoolyard Sam left me all alone at the bench, since she wanted to talk to Toby.

Now I was all alone, all by myself and felt even more awkward. I looked around the schoolyard and found some familiar faces. Yuta and his "gang", consisting of Kun, the normal and cute guy, Jae, he can be noisy sometimes and Johnny, I don't really know much about him. Yuta noticed me watching them and instantly gave me a litte wink.
I covered my mouth and pretended to hold my puke in.

"That wink so unnecessary.."
His wink made me feel very uncomfortable, so I continued roaming my area.

There he was.

The crazy guy.