loneliness does make you go crazy

[21]

A new day, the day I would have a 'date' with Yuta, maybe I shouldn't have called it a date, it was more like redemption, I guess.

My phone buzzed. I got a message from.. Kun? He never messaged me before.

Kun: Hey! Can you send me the things for the upcoming test, which Mrs Ash wrote on the blackboard."
(Y/N): What test?
Kun: The test today..
(Y/N): Uhm.. What subject?
Kun: Math
(Y/N): Uhhhhhhh I'm sick out of the sudden + I didn't write them down, sorry.
Kun: Maybe I should stay home too then haha
(Y/N): "get well soon"
Kun: Yea you too hahaha

Maybe I should message Yuta, so he wouldnt think, that I forgot about the redemption or date.

(Y/N): I'm not coming to school today. I didn't learn for the upcoming test.. And I'm not ready to fail yet ahah. I'm still coming to pick you at eight pm, okay?
Yuta: Okay! Dont worry~

Done.

I would have probably get scolded by mom, for skipping school, but it's better than getting scolded for bringing bad grades home.
Since I didn't go to school, I had the chance sleep longer a little longer, but I still set up my alarm clock in case I overslept.

I let myself fall on my bed and closed my eyes.

Some hourse later.

My alarm went on and woke me up.

"Oh please come on!" I complained, my vision was a little blurry for some seconds, hair strands were all over my face.
"Why does my alarm clock always has to ring when it gets exciting in my dreams?"
I was dreaming about... What was I even dreaming about?
Never mind then.

I got ready, brushed my hair, washed my face and then wore my clothes.
Today's outfit was kinda basic, I wore a blue ripped jeans, white shirt and a black sweat jacket.
Maybe too basic? Nah. It's okay.

It was seven thirty pm at the moment, I still had thirty minutes left.
I exited the house and closed the door behind me.
"Oh shit the basket" , straightly went back into the house and got it.

Yuta wasn't living far away, it only took me about fifteen minutes by train.
He was standing patiently infront of his door, I waved to him to get his attention, he instantly ran to me and hugged me.
"Hey! You're early haha"
"Of course"
"What is in the bucket? Are we going to do a picnic?"
"Just follow me" I told him

The place I wanted to bring him, was rural not many people knew about this place, but you had a great sight here, you could see much more stars than midtown.
It might have been far, but you wouldn't regret anything!
The view was just breathtaking.

We were almost walking for half an hour, but we finally arrived at the place.

I took a blanket out of the basket and laid it on the grass.
"Take a seat"
Yuta sat down and smiled at me
"Wow, it's really pretty here! I am kind of glad that we didn't go to the cinema" he laughed
"Glad you like it here"
"Well.." he started