loneliness does make you go crazy

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I remember saying that I had much time, to prepare. But I guess I was wrong, today's Thursday.
My first thought was to do a picnic, but that's too boring, on the other side I didn't have a better idea.

Maybe a little picnic? Boring.. Well going to a fancy dining place isn't a choice either, since I've already used the majority of my monthly allowance.
Picnice wasn't a too bad idea though, maybe at a place where it won't be too boring.

"Yes!" I shouted. I've got the idea! What about a picnic at a night time, where you can see many stars.
We need to leave the city though and go somewhere, where it isn't too much illuminated.

The classroom suddenly got quiet, while looking around I gave them an awkward smile.
So embarrassing.
A normal day, in a students life.
Listening to the teacher, writing things down into my notebook and failing tests. I love it.

Welcome to my life.

After class I went to my locker, to drop some books, which I didn't need for the next periods.
"I heard eggs makes hair grow faster" a random girl behind me said and chuckled.
"Yeah, it does" I casually answered and continued minding my own business.

"Hey (Y/N)!" I heard someone approached me from behind "And what did you think of?" asked a male voice.
As I turn around to see who was talking to me, I saw an excited looking Yuta, who was smiling like a maniac.
"It's a surprise"
"Please tell me!" he begged and pouted
"Nope! Anyways, did something new happen in school?"
"Hm.. Nope. Except a guy having a date with a pretty girl?"
"Oh who is it?"
"Me" he smiled

What the? I really felt awkward and just went pass him.

It's break right now, I sat alone, like I used to do and pretended to use my phone, since my data ran out, I barely could do anything on it and I wouldn't look that lonely to other people.

I could hear girls laughing from here, their laughs were so annoyin, they literally sounded like chickens gagging 24/7, Sam was standing next to the girls.
From my perspective it looked like they were quarreling. Samantha kept trying to snatch something.

A phone? Yeah it was her phone, the bright pink phone case with the cute little cartoon bunny on it. The girls kept staring at phone's screen while dodging Samantha's 'attacks'.

But why were they suddenly looking at me?

"I bet Sam was showing them the video of yesterday's 'prank'" I sighed and went back into the building.

School was the same, as always.

As school finished, I straightly went home and packed some things into a basket, for tomorrow. I was somehow scared but also a little bit.. excited? I didn't know whether he was going to like it.

Who do you even care so much about whether he would like it or not.

The basket is filled with many things, such things like munchies and stuff like that.

I was feeling way to nervous and I couldn't sleep for one hour straight, it took me some time, but I finally fell asleep.

The next day.