WHAT IS LOVE.

愛 23 愛

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"a liar? what does he mean?" namjoon thought to himself.

what was seokjin saying ?

why was he saying all of this stuff ?

"what do you mean by you were untruthful, that you were a liar, jin?" jimin finally spoke once again.

he looked down at the floor, and his eyes began to fill up with tears. not just plain tears, they were tears of sadness, but mostly,

「 r e g r e t 」

was he really crying ,
when it was his fault he was " untruthful " ?

jin began to continue speaking. he was explaining everything and hoped for everybody to understand at least. but, namjoon couldn't bare to listen to all those words, sentences, and, paragraphs that escaped from his mouth. each of them were breaking, but repairing different parts of his already, torn apart heart.

namjoon's head began to fog up with all kinds of emotions as he heard murmuring in the room, coming from the other bodies who were standing in there. he covered his ears with a pillow to try and prevent himself from hearing everything, but, no matter how hard he tried, he continued to hear every single word, in full detail.

"namjoon was homeless."

「i t o l d y o u t o n o t t e l l p e o p l e i w a s h o m e l e s s . 」

"the first day i met him, he was fired from his job."

「d o n o t t e l l t h e m , p l e a s e .」

"he told me he had nobody,"

「s t o p -」

"he told me he lost his father."

「s t o p i t -」

"i felt so sorry for him, it was just really upsetting."

「s h u t u p -」

"he was broken. he wasn't okay, i knew he wasn't."

「y o u d o n ' t k n o w a n y t h i n g .」

"i let him stay over my place, in hopes of becoming closer to him."

「n o .」

"i thought he liked the luxury. my family worked and got paid quite well."

「p l e a s e .」

"and, after i introduced him to my family, they kept telling me things, things i didn't want to hear."

「j u s t s t o p t a l k i n g a l r e a d y -」

"that namjoon was just a gold digger, that we should kick him out,"

「j u s t s h u t y o u r m o u t h a l r e a d y .」