Chapter 6:
Louis’s point of view
May 13th, 2023
Today I feel horrible. I’m mad. Upset. I shouldn’t have done that. I don’t know what came to my mind. Zayn was right. I should’ve just let her go after what she did to me. But I couldn’t. It was my fault though. I really should have listened to him.
Today Eleanor came in to my room earlier. I was really surprised.
“Hi Lou, how are you? Are you okay? Listen I am really sorry.”
“Hey, I am doing better. Not really though Eleanor. You broke my heart. You are basically the reason why this all happened” I said in a teary voice. She started to cry and I thought I was too but I didn’t.
“Louis it was a mistake. If I had any chance to take it back I would. You know I would! I don’t want another man besides you Lou.” I looked at her and she grabbed my hand and said please. I really wanted her back I did. But I didn’t want to be hurt again and something was telling me she would do it again. That I would find someone better. But I kept saying I love her though.
“Eleanor….I don’t think I am ready to take you back yet. I am really hurt still…. This isn’t the right time, right now.” I said to her. She looked down and nodded her head. Then she came over to me, kissed me on the head and said goodbye. When she left I was wondering if I made the wrong choice. I was sure I didn’t but my heart told me maybe.
May 14th, 2023
I heard Harry talking to the nurse asking if I can leave tonight and I was pretty excited to leave. I wanted to start fresh and be the normal self I was.
For the past 3 days Liyla has been taking care of me. It wasn’t just Liyla though. This lady named Michelle too. When I first looked at her, she was absolutely gorgeous. I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Her smile lightened up the room as she walked in. she seemed a little nervous to meet me. Liyla introduced Michelle to me and she seemed kind of shy too. I told her to be herself because I really wanted to know what she was like.
“I am very athletic. I play soccer, basketball, and softball. I play them all year in like club leagues. Ugh, I’m also very funny (people say) and nice. Ha-ha.” Michelle said. I laughed and I told her a lot of stuff about me. She seemed very giggly. I like that. She didn’t seem mean or bossy. Maybe a little sassy but that’s okay. She is just like me then! Cause apparently I am the ‘sass master’ ha-ha. I really like her though. She did something special to my heart and I hardly know her!
