Dear Boyfriend

Dear Boyfriend 01.

Dear Boyfriend,

Im not quite sure what you'll think of this when you recieve it--or if you'll even read it at all. I wanted to do something that came from my heart. Something that took real effort. I've mentioned something like this a couple of days ago and you had no idea what I was talking about but that's okay. In fact, it's a good thing. I'd prefer it that way.

I've decided to write to you every day that I see you, and maybe a couple of times in between. I hope you don't find it nutty or weird. Then again, I probably don't care what you think. Here goes nothing. 

Before I begin, I want to apoplgize to your mother ahead of time in case she ever stumbles across this and reads something she is unhappy about. I guess these things will have the full uncensored truth, so read at your own caution. 

We met up tonight. You went to get gas from the Valero gas station near your house and decided to let me tag along. I was supposed to be at some dumb jazz concert with stupid Richard but I' glad I ditched him and came to you instead. You're always my favorite person to spend my  time with no matter the circumstances. 

You showed me your yellow underpants and was so excited to have matching ones with mine. I thought you were being dumb and told you to act like a normal human being but I guess I always do that. In case you were truly wondering, you do have a nice butt. I think you know it too.

We semi-argued about your religion again. It's not that I hate religion--well, maybe I do,--it's just that I want you to myself. As selfish as that sounds. I know family is important to you and that you have designated days for them. I understand that, and I respect that of course. I just hate when things like that get in the way of me having you. 

I know that sometimes you have things planned with your family. I love that you do that. I know you like spending time with them and cherrish any amount of time left with them. I know that you miss your sister and that your cousin needs your attention right now. I know that you have a social life that also needs you sometimes. I know your extracurricular activities and academics are demanding and essential in your life. I know all of these things.

But when you aren't allowed to hang with me, simply because of the day that it is, or because you have to stay home and do NOTHING, then I get slightly upset. I think you can understand why. I'm a selfish girl who wants her man at all times. I crave your attention. I love you. 

Anyways, I'm done with that for now. Kiss me longer and harder next time you see me. Hug me tighter and hold my hands sweetly. Give me you. 

Best,

annoying girlfriend who is an attention hungry little baby