It's not that I feel sad
It's just that I kind of lag
I don't really feel mad
I just don't have the happiness I once had
I want to feel
I want to heal
I want the happiness they portray in movies
to be real
I suppose things like this take time
and can't just change at the drop of a dime
One day I'll cry
One day I'll smile
One day I'll ache
One day I'll break
One day I'll feel
One day I'll heal
