Remember » Stiles Stilinski [book 6a]

[5] Where Are U Now

❝ I need you, I need you, I need you the most...
Where are you now that I need ya...❞

"You're gonna forget me"

"n-no. No! Please--please, don't--"

"You're going to forget me."

"I-I can't. I won't.."

"Try to find some way to remember me....Remember I love you.."

"I love you too---..."

I watched as the figure was torn from my embrace, gasping as I cried, watching the empty space where he used to be. It was like, watching him be ripped away...it was like having a part of me be ripped away as well.

It was like I was left with a hole in my heart...

I sat there, crying as I felt my heart being torn in half.

"Remember...Try to remember...Remember.. Remember St--"

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I suddenly sat up in my bed, gasping for air as I looked all around me. I noticed I was in my bedroom, must have fallen asleep or something. I sighed, falling back onto my mattress, closing my eyes as I tried falling back asleep.

I felt the mattress next to me shift, feeling a pair of strong arms go around my waist.

"You have another nightmare, babe?" I heard the voice whisper, as if he was trying to not wake me despite knowing I was fully awake.

I simply nodded my head, staring up at the ceiling as they curled up to my side. "Y-yeah..it's nothing, sorry to wake you." I said.

"It's not a problem. I just wanna make sure you get some rest. You haven't been sleeping good these past couple of days."

I smiled to myself, turning to roll on my side as I could stare at their face. "Thank you for worrying about me but I'm fine..Just a simple nightmare. Nothing I haven't dealt with before.." I said, trying to convince them that this wasn't a huge deal.

"You sure you don't wanna talk about it?"

I nodded my head. "I'm sure..thank you though."

The figure smiled at me, gently leaning in to place a small but tender kiss to my lips. "I love you, Savannah Knight. I've loved you since the first moment I laid eyes on you..." They told me as they brushed a piece of hair behind my ear.

I pulled away, biting my bottom lip as I smiled back at them. "And I'll love you till my last...I love you...Isaac Lahey." 

Isaac and I smiled at each other for a second, laughing to ourselves before I curled into his side now. I curled into Isaac's side, feeling relief in his embrace as I closed my eyes in an attempt to go back to sleep.

But as I laid there... something just didn't quite feel right.

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"Hey, you feeling okay? Isaac called me earlier to tell me you weren't sleeping good...that you're having nightmares and don't want to talk about it with him. He thought you'd wanna talk to me..." Scott said, offering me a small smile as soon as I stepped onto the school's campus.

I rolled my eyes slightly, walking towards my locker as Scott followed behind me. "If Isaac really knew me at all, he'd know to call Derek to get me to talk." I half joked but Isaac should've realized by now that Derek's the only one I'd ever really be open to talking to about feelings and what not 24/7.