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Short, shitty, sad poems *READ AT YOUR OWN RISK* ☡TRIGGER WARNING FOR ALL CHAPTERS☡ *It is only mature due to the fact that there is self harm

#anger #depression #ed #freeyourmind #mentaldisorder #mentalhealth #random #release #sad

Bad Habits

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by Emily_Christine_

by Emily_Christine_

I have this bad habit of
getting close to people and thinking that they're always going to be by my side, but eventually they always leave.

I have this bad habit of
loving people a little too much, when they don't love me back. And when they leave me, my heart feels like someone threw it from the sky.

I have this bad habit of
caring for people, when they don't care about me at all. Perhaps, if they saw through my eyes they'll see the scars I have deep down inside.

I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.
I wish feelings didn't exist.
Why do feelings exist anyways?
I always fall for everything and let it destroy me. It's my fault after all, but I still have hope that one day I find a person that shares the same bad habits as me.

~A.E.

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A/N

This is not mine. But these are my bad habits. Everything seems to be getting worse. And i cant stop it. I want to die.

XO Emily