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Lelouch's POV

Chucking up my guts again, sucks. I don't fucking give a shit if this is day two of my three month unexpected pregnancy! I feel like fucking dying already! Kind of sucks on how I'm stuck going through this whole thing, all the way through till the end. Kind of sucks how I've never had anything to even eat goddammit! Oh well I guess...At least I can try to eat something, after I'm done vomiting my stomach acid. I feel like my child is trying to end my life this way, but like I'll let that hurt me. I don't mind my stomach being pumped, manually by my unborn child. It's also sad that I can't go back to school, until I'm done vomiting my goddamn fucking guts up. Or after giving birth to my little demon? I just wish that they'll allow my pregnancy and baby after being born, into the academy. I want to finish my scholarship, before getting my first job, aside from being Zero: Britannia's greatest enemy. I'm not sure what people would think of a pregnant Zero? Or finding out that I'm Zero in any way possible? Suzaku now decides to join me in the bathroom. Feeling his hand rubbing against my back, felt so comforting as ever. "I'll make you breakfast whenever you feel like eating." he told me in a sleepy, yet soothing voice. Lifting my head up ever so slightly, shakingly, and looked rather very pale. He chuckled lightly as he wipes the leftover stomach acid off of my upper lip with some toilet paper. "Am I dead yet?" I asked him, with bags under my eyes. "No you're not Lulu. You'll get the hang of it soon. I know that you want to commit suicide, but that's not what I want to happen to you or our baby. Besides, what's a war between Britannia and Zero and the Black Knights, without a Zero?" he asked jokingly. Sighing as he was right about that one. Plus I might need to have him be Zero in my place, whenever I start to show. Belching but what still tasted like my stomach acid from the after taste, felt so nasty as hell. Susu smiled lightly as he got up and held out his hand to me. Taking his hand with my shaky hand, made me feel powerless. I guess I have more to learn from this pregnancy of mine, besides revenge against my whole family, who never wanted me to begin with. Maybe this might be a fresh start for me...to find love beyond meaning. Sure enough I know what love is, but that's only with me and Susu. Find love beyond this is way too extreme for both of our tastes, but trying something new might have something good to give out in return. "Upsy-daisy Mama Lulu." he helped me up. Hey! When the hell did I become the child here?! Not fair when I'm being treated like a child with the so called "Upsy-daisy" phrase, in this state. If only there was a way to speed things up a bit with this bloody pregnancy of mine...I want to pop my baby already, so I can go back to school...but I'm stuck going through it like everybody else that can end up pregnant. I bet my classmates are getting suspicious about my disappearance by now. Sighing as I let Susu help me back onto my feet, with wobbly legs and everything. "I feel like a new born fawn, trying to learn how to stand..." I joked as I leaned onto him. Susu sighed with understanding as he then helped me get back into bed. Sitting me gently down onto our bed and looking into his eyes, with tiredness. "Lulu...you look like death..." Susu brought up in total honesty. Hey if I look like death, I might as well be dead myself. "I'm going to take a nap...so it might take me awhile to be ready for breakfast..." I yawned as I grab the covers to our bed. Placing them on top of my body, trying to stay warm. Fall is the chilliest season I've ever come across with, but winter is more deadly. But to me, fall is the worst thing possible towards my new body changes. Susu looked even more worried about me and then starts to leave. I bet he's going to check my temp. Such a sweetheart, he is. Not just because I've known him for years, but now that he's my baby's daddy...nothing can set us apart. "Say ah, Lulu." he told me as he came back from the bathroom with the thermometer. Sighing after doing a little yawn, lifting up my tongue. After a minute he took it out of my mouth. He winced in pain as a joke. Something told me that I've got a fever, whenever he does that. "Seems like mommy-to-be needs his rest. You're temp is 102 degrees. Mind asking our little princess what's the matter?" he asked. There was more than concern for me, it was for her as well. The tone of his voice said it all and obeying him is such a pain. Gotta deal with it anywho..."I will Susu. You can make us some breakfast in bed later...don't care if it's something to help out with our fever..." I yawned again. Man yawning like crazy after chucking up my guts this morning is something I might have to get used to. A soft and warm smile rode across his lips like always, before lifting up my bangs to place in a hair barrette. He then kissed me on the tip of my nose. "I'll be back with a cold wet cloth and will be making something for the two of you to eat. I might have to go grocery shopping if there's almost to exactly nothing left." he smiled again. I swear that he's enjoying my pregnancy with a fever a bit too much. Plus his smiles are so contagious that I can feel a weak smile being pushed upon my own pale lips. "Ok daddy, just make sure not to take too long with our meal..." I yawned, before laying my head back onto my zebra striped pillow. He then stepped away from the bed to go to the bathroom to grab a cloth to soak in cold water. Moments later after wringing the cloth, his footsteps could be heard. Flinching a bit once he gently placed the cloth onto my forehead. "Might as well close your eyes now momma. Don't let our princess wait for you while I'm gone. No need to worry about me, I'll be fine." he whispered in my left ear before placing a glass bowl with cold water onto the nightstand. Smiling weakly before obeying his command. "Mind buying some German chocolate and maybe some mackerel?" I asked calmly as possible. Suzaku raised a brow when he heard about my cravings. Why am I having cravings this early? "Are you sure? Because I was thinking of making you some soup." he had such disgust and wonder in his voice. Chuckling lightly at his comment. Usually soup would help with any occasion with sickness, but for me it's not the case. "It's what the baby wants sugarcube. Since I'm not having twins, but one that can change sex once wet...kind of feels like it, even though it's not." Suzaku then sighed in defeat while another light and soft chuckle left my lips. "Then tell her to wait on that for now. I'll have to go to the store after all, since we don't have either of those." he replied before walking over to the doorway to our bedroom. He looked back at me and lifts a finger, but then shook his head and left to go shopping. Once the lighting of the room faded into darkness with my eyes being closed. The scenery had changed from a beautiful garden to a forest. What's going on? What happened? Looking around the forest for my baby. Trees, shrubs, deer, owls, etc. It's all I can find for now. Gulping as I turned around to see if she or he was behind me. My eyes grew wide when I heard the sound of hooves hitting against the dirtish pebble like path. Sounded like a horse galloping towards me! The hell is going on here?! Turning around and started to run away from whatever it may be, that's coming my way. Tripping over a log, made me look back to see if any of my clothes was caught. Turns out that my clothes were now that of my Zero costume and not my pajamas. My cape was caught onto one of it's branches that was cut off or kicked off by something or by the weather. It has a hole once I tried to yank it free. What's going on?! First the scenery change, then something's chasing me and now a random clothes change?! Just as I was almost to become free from the log's clutches, the animal that was chasing me skids to a stop. Covering my face with part of the cape to protect my eyes and nose from the dirt and pebbles that flew from it's skid. Hearing a pant from the animal, sounded a bit human. Slowly removing the cape to find my daughter as a centauress! This is absolutely madness! She looked down at me while holding Prince Deku. "Momma, is that you? Why are you dressed up like Prince Deku?" she asked as she whipped her black horse tail. Gulping as I looked up at her, feeling scared. Blinking as I then felt my Zero mask was in my lap. When did that get there? "W-Well...I'm known as Zero...a villain mastermind who's taking revenge on my own family...and yet Prince Deku is dressed up like me to be honest baby girl..." I sighed as she then dropped to the ground with her horse ass still up in the air. She had a light rosy tint on her cheeks, like how I do. Sighing again as I knew that she doesn't remember what I just said. Talk about being relieved when someone's not even paying attention while being sick. Placing my helmet onto the ground, before getting up and walking over to her. "Momma why do I feel so..." she started, before feeling my forehead onto hers. Wincing in pain as she did have a fever, my body felt more heavier than before. Her temp is rising somehow. Didn't Suzaku re-wet the cloth yet? Landing onto my daughter's centaur half, she then passed out from the heat of her own fever. Blinking my eyes weakly to find myself back in bed and in my pajamas. Looking around for Suzaku, but no one was in the room. Feeling so weak and drowsy from sleep, I weakly get out of bed and the warm wet cloth fell onto the blanket. Not caring if I was sick...I needed to write a shopping list for him to get the stuff that we need, after he gets home. Feeling so dizzy as I wanted to chuck my guts up again. Why is this so hard to do? Shakingly grabbed myself a pen and pad of paper and started writing gibberish of a list. Not caring if anything was misspelled or not. Coughing so badly that I got back up to crawl to the kitchen for some fever or cough medicine. Falling onto the floor with a loud thump from being so weak. Flinching when the sound of jingling keys came into my hearing range. Oh shit...Suzaku is back and I'm not in bed! Just as the door closed with the sound of Suzaku's voice, saying that he's back. Just then he dropped the groceries and ran to my aid. "Lulu what are you doing out of bed?!" he yelled in a panicky tone. He then placed his hand onto my forehead and yelped in pain as he felt the boiling pain from my fever. "Seems like the both of you are getting worse. Seems like I was at the store for longer than expected, that the cloth has gotten warm." he then hurriedly took out his cell phone. He then punched in 911 to get an ambulance here as fast as possible. "They'll be here within 20 minutes or longer, depending on traffic and such. So please hang on for a bit longer my precious pregnant emperor...I'm so sorry for not being here earlier...it's just that the roads were slippery and covered in ice..." he started to sob, petting my black short locks. Why would there be ice on the roads? I don't remember it being winter yet. Besides ain't it too early for snow? He then picks me up and starts carrying me back to our bedroom. Tears were still in his eyes when he placed me in bed and grabbed the warm water that was still in the bowl and then picked up the dirty cloth that was now on the floor from my foot knocking it off of the bed, when I was trying to make the shopping list and to find cough medicine. Sighing as he then walked off into the bathroom once more to find a new clean cloth and to empty out the warm water. Once he was done with his business in our bathroom, he came back with the fresh cold water and the new cloth. He dunked it into the bowl of water again, before wringing it out. He then placed the cloth right onto my forehead again, but this time held out a thermometer. "Ok, momma open wide for me and don't forget to lift your tongue." he ordered. Smiling weakly before coughing so hard for a minute or two, before obeying his command. Lifting my tongue and opening my mouth wide for him to place the thermometer underneath my tongue. Once he got done placing it underneath my tongue, he let me close my mouth for him to leave; to put away the groceries. "It won't take me long for me to get your food done, I'll come back up for me to check your temp again." he sighed as he then pets my locks again, before walking down the stairs. Looking at the red liquid in the thermometer was raising to the top so quickly. The fuck is going on?! Hurrying to grab it out of my mouth, with a shaky hand. My eyes closed when it burst when I held it away from my face. The liquid plopped onto my perfectly clean pajamas, glass shards everywhere, even in my hair! Suzaku ran up the stairs when he heard the glass bursting. His eyes were wide when he saw the mess and with blood dripping from my right hand from holding the thermometer, which is now broken from the heat of my fever. Poor Suzaku was looking so pale in the face that he too was starting to get my fever. Being connected like this is a huge health risk for all of us, but Suzaku wanted to see his baby and such with my geass.  Unless he was given a different geass that I don't know about yet. Unless our baby has geass? The sirens of the ambulance was hurting my ears so badly.  When did my hearing get this sensitive? Is this a symptom from being pregnant? Or is my daughter not fully human? Passing out once more right when the team came in to help the both of us into the ambulance. They had to ask the hospital for another ambulance to come and get Suzaku. Just then everything went black once more, only this time I didn't end up seeing my daughter. "Is he going to be ok? Also what about Suzaku?" a male voice asked. Something sounded a bit too familiar. "Don't worry, they'll be alright within a couple of days or weeks depending on their condition. Plus one of them is 3 months pregnant. Don't worry his baby is fine. If someone didn't call us and the team bringing them in, during the nick of time...he would've miscarried." the doctor answered. "Well that's a relief. Plus who is pregnant?" he asked. "Let me see here..." the doctor's voice trailed off while looking at her paperwork. "Turns out his name is Lelouch Lamperouge. So far he's 3 months along and that's all we have so far on his further condition. We can't tell whether his baby is male or female just yet." she sighed as she then looked down at her pager. "I'm sorry, I've gotta go. I've got an open heart surgery to attend to in OP 3. If you'd like to visit your friends, they're right through this door." she pointed out as the door opened to our hospital room. The boy then thanked her, before she left to do her job as a heart surgeon and a pregnancy doctor. "Well Lelouch, you really have out done yourself big time, didn't ya? Why didn't you two tell me earlier? Were you two afraid of something?" he asked before taking a seat next to my bedside. He then saw the bandage bond around my hand to help stop the bleeding. Sighing as he then pulled down the blanket slightly. He then placed a hand onto my flat stomach, rubbing it ever so slightly. Blushing as it felt so good. "So whenever you and Suzaku get better, please allow me and the gang to help the two of you out as best we can. I bet your pregnancy was a complete shocker towards you guys. Hell me too. I thought you had the flu." he said with a smile, still rubbing my stomach.  Groaning as my heavy eyelids slowly started to open, but not all the way. Seeing a blue haired blur. Seems like my hunch was right, it is Rivalz. He then blinked and stopped rubbing my stomach and chuckled nervously with a light rosy tint to his cheeks. "Sorry for rubbing your stomach. It's just that I've never met a pregnant man before. What if you're the first one?" he asked out in utter wonder. Yep same old Rivalz...Sighing as I rubbed my eyes and then getting into a comfortable sitting position. "She is my first one after all...plus why does my ears itch like crazy?" I asked, scratching one of my ears like nuts. "Want me to go get the nurse?" he asked. Looking down and shaking my head. "No thanks. Maybe it'll go away over night. Besides...I'm starving. Mind buying something for me? I don't like the bland food here..." I asked him, after putting my hands down from scratching my ears. Rivals chuckled as he stood up. "Sure thing, anything for a friend in need, even if they're a future mother-to-be. Anything that you're in the mood in for?" he asked with a soft smile. "Yeah...I know that this is going to be considered disgusting as hell, but it's what the baby wants. I would like to have mackerel with pineapple and chocolate pizza." I told him. Rivalz looked all green after hearing what I had in mind for a meal, but shook it off within seconds. "If you say so Lelouch or should I say...Mamalouch?" he teased, before taking out his cell. He dialed the number to order a few pizzas including mine. "They'll be here in about 15 minutes. So you can hold off for now, until then. Is that alright with you?" he asked. Sighing before nodding in agreement. Laying back down to relax. "Want me to get you a fresh cold wet cloth?" he asked, putting his phone back into his pocket. Looking up at him with a weak smile. "Please do...my head's still spinning from earlier today. Yet I wonder how Suzaku is holding up. He's been knocked out for quite sometime now..." I replied with a concerned sigh. Hearing a groan from beside me told me that Suzaku was finally waking up. "Evening babe, how'd you sleep?" I asked. Purple orbs locked onto sleepy green eyes. Those eyes then grew wide after seeing the new surroundings. He shot up straight when he found out where we were. "Why am I in the hospital with you?!" he asked in a panicky tone. "Well...since we share the same geass, you've somehow gained my fever...and then pasted out. Plus I thought I was going to die! The thermometer broke into smithereens, making my forehead bleed from a shard of glass scraping against it! I didn't think that was even bloody possible!" I explained, lifting up my bangs to show him the bandage around my head. Tears filled his sleepy eyes, he then hugged me. He then started to sob. "I-I'm so...s-sorry Lulu...If it wasn't for me...being late...this would-dn't have happened..." he apologized in between sobs. Sighing and placing a hand onto his bedhead, petting him. "Don't worry babe, I'm fine now. No need to get all sob story on me. You should know me by now, I'm tougher than nails." I teased him. Face slightly turned green and pats his back. "Go ahead and barf in the trashcan babe. It's right next to your bedside." he replied. Blinking as I looked down and over. He was right, it was right then and there. Grabbing the can to chuck up my guts again. Why am I puking at this time? Usually I'm meant to be sick in the mornings! Does this mean that I might have something else beside pregnancy and a fever? "Seems like the pizza is here. I'll go get it." Rivals offered, he got up out of his seat and walked to the waiting room to pay for the pizza. "When the hell did he show up?" Suzaku asked, blinking in confusion. "Well it seems like he got a hold of Nunnally and then came here to check up on us for her. He even rubbed my stomach after hearing that I'm knocked up. Thanks to the doctor being such a bigmouth..." I heaved a heavy sigh. Suzaku got off of me finally and sat in his bed. "I'm guessing that she's shocked about our turn of events as well. What would happen to us now?" he wondered. Looking down at my rumbling stomach made me blush, I looked back at him. He chucked at my puppy eyes with a hint of hunger. "Maybe we should discus this later. Somebody's starving." he smiled again, before coughing.  Rivalz knocked on the door with his foot, letting us know that he's back. Sighing as I grabbed my IV and started to walk with it towards the door. Once I opened the door, I've felt something brush against my back as if someone was trying to tickle my backside. Once Rivalz walked in with the pizzas, he looked up at me concerned. "What are you doing out of bed? Wouldn't the nurses chew your ass out by now?" he asked as he sat the pizzas onto a chair that was next to my bedside. "So! Who the fuck do you think you are? My deceased mother?!" I gave him attitude when snapping on him. Holding up his hands in defense, before opening up a box to see what pizza was what. "Just get back in bed Lelouch. I'm sure that you want to get better and out of this place, knowing you." he ordered again, but more calmly. "I may despise hospitals, but you can't control me. I'm going to the fucking bathroom you nut! I'm not pissing myself in that nasty bed! Do you know how many people were in that bed?! Well do ya?!" I screamed at him, face all red from anger. "Ok, ok. Sheesh, calm your man tits Lelouch. I was just saying, ya know." Rivalz held up his hands in defense again.  Snorting before I walk towards the bathroom with my IV. Saying that a pregnant man can't take a piss, how dare he! Sighing as I whip it out, but felt weird standing up to wiz. So instead I sit down on the toilet to piss. It felt more comfortable doing it like this. Just then Suzaku walks up to the bathroom and saw me pissing like a woman. He chuckled as he closed the door to give me privacy. Whoops! Can't believe that had slipped my mind. Thanks Suzaku, but don't blab...please.