So happily

Why so bloody professional

Zayn and I are having dinner in one of two of the private elite hotel restaurants down stairs.

The girls are up stairs asleep and down for the night so we opted to eat out and discuss business over Dinner instead .

This morning after breakfast we had some time together before Zayn and the boys had some radio Interviews but that was all done here at the hotel. I leave tomorrow which is a shame because I had wanted to go to zoo with girls here for a family day out thou Zayn said it was probably too risky with every female in the city having there eyes peeled for the boys so yet it was another secluded day in another hotel in another city .

Privacy is something I crave but sometimes I just have enough of it and It gets me down that I can't do normal everything things without paparazzi , fans and minders !

It's bullshit ! .

Zayn orders us some after dinner coffees and he sits the iPad on the table , he gives me that look and I know he wants to discuss some things with me now .

Why do I hate these conversations ? It's always loosely based on Interviews , shoots and his schedule which is funny because I never need discuss with Zayn my 'business' activities because they don't involve him but modest always seem to suck me in to his PR too despite my team only working from my side .

I guess that's the reason why Zayn and I fought not to long ago , they suck me in which makes me look like a tag along when my team concentrate solely on me and my career as an individual and not as the girlfriend of Zayn Malik .

I guess things are differant now , modest want to use the girls to there advantage which doesn't surprise me at all but my girls will not be exposed to the media to boost there credit .

I sip my coffee and take a deep breath before nodding my head ..

"Ok so before you start I need to say a few things so listen . Yes we did the shoot , yes we will do a wedding spread but the photographer works with our personal one on the day so I'm not dragged here and there and again we can sell the Personal photographs of the baptism day to the highest bidder , other than that I don't want the girls on the TV or any sort of PR stunt or anything like that " I explain sternly and he smiles in amusement .

I scowl at him and he shakes his head again in amusement .

"Actually it wasn't anything like that I wanted to discuss but seeing as we are on the matter yeah that's Ok with me and Ruby is doing good ? at her job i mean " he shrugs casually and i breath a sigh of relief .

"Yeah all good , she's keeping busy doing more than she has too . She actually sorted my closet like she actually managed that " I giggle and he laughs .

"So Anyway as you know I have some things to discuss with you just personal business stuff , I had some things bought to my attention regarding our finances and I just want to go over some figures with you " he says and he slides open up his iPad

"You told me money wasn't a problem and I could spend what I want on the wedding because you know how much jean's ideas cost and i know i haven't earned as much this year with being pregnant but il fix that " I reply nervously .

"No baby it's not that at all and you know your money doesn't matter to me .. Do you want a drink ? Maybe il order some wine " he suggests .

"Omg We're not running at a loss are we?" I ask in horror and he laughs loudly before shaking his head .

"No but you may need a drink " he teases and he grabs the waitresses attention .

"Jesus thank god for that , I'm so bad at accounts and money but once we have enough I don't care " I smile and he rolls his eyes playfully at me .