A Leap of Fate

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Izaya feels like he is stuck in the black and white movie that resembles one of his dreams. Everything is so sudden, and everything happens so fast. In one moment, he feels the sharpness of the outside air; and, in the next, there are Shizuo's lips on top of his own, kissing him, biting him, making him feel more than he has ever felt. He thinks that if this is a dream he never wants to wake up.

He takes a leap of fate and he dives in. He kisses just as sharp as the other is. He bites with his teeth and he licks the softness of the other's mouth. It is as if he is a person who has escaped the desert and for the first time in months has seen the water.

He doesn't know what Shizuo is thinking or even if this is real. He just knows that he never wants to stop. His hands travel through the layers of other's clothes, search, and find the skin. His nails are scratching, and moving, and marking, taking what they want.

"God, I want you." - He says as he looks Shizuo in his eyes; the warm color of chocolate looking back at him.

Shizuo is baffled. He never wants to stop kissing Izaya. He knows this is wrong on so many levels, and he thinks that he is wrong. But, as soon as he looks at Izaya's flashed face; and, as soon as he feels the other's heat, he can't help, but to think, that even if this is so wrong, it feels so right.

Izaya's lips start to move again, against the skin of his neck, and everything around him feels warm. He is sweating, and he is hornier than he has ever been in his life. All he sees, all he thinks about, and all around him has turned into one simple word; and, everything is Izaya.

So, Shizuo can't take it anymore, he turns Izaya around; so Izaya is now facing the wall, and he licks on his neck, and he bites. His hands are moving down, unzipping Izaya's pants, and the other is moaning so loud that he thinks that someone from that shitty bar will hear them. He doesn't want to be seen with one hand in another man's pants by anyone.

He is ashamed of his actions, but he also doesn't want to stop; not now and not ever. And, he thinks that even if someone would see them, he still wouldn't stop. He thinks that shame is a low price to pay for the heat in his stomach, for those red eyes, and for those lips.

He bites on Izaya's neck hard and he growls. He forgets about the bar, and he doesn't think if he is loud. Izaya is sliding his ass on Shizuo's groin and Shizuo doesn't think when he says that he wanted to do this since he had first seen Izaya.

Izaya moans and laughs at the same time.

"I will kill you if you are lying, monster."

The words are sharp and Shizuo knows that Izaya is meaning them; but, Shizuo isn't scared, and he doesn't care. He is not lying, not now. But, Izaya isn't finished, and now that he has started to talk, the words are leaving his mouth in a flow.

"I want you to fuck me tonight. If this is a dream I don't care, just fuck me hard, make it hurt, leave a mark."

Shizuo doesn't want to hurt the other; not now, anyway, when the anger that has never left him before, finally disappeared in the favor of a hot and a blinding lust. So, Shizuo does just that; in a matter of seconds, he slides Izaya's pants and his underwear and the naked skin is staring back at him. His fingers grope and nudge, and he spits on his hand until it is nice and wet; and, he moves it to the rim of other's hole.

He is breathing hard, and the air feels heavy when he pushes a finger into the other. Izaya moans, nearly screams, and the words start to flow again. Izaya is calling his name, telling him to push harder.