Envy

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Clint's POV

I woke up with a piercing ringing in my ears. When I jolted up, Peter woke up as well. Last night rushed into my memories. 

"You okay, Clint? I'm here if you want to talk." Peter gave me a pure, sleepy smile.

"I'm sorry to wake ya up. Just a small migraine." I looked up and saw Peter giving me a confused look. "The sins give me the pain whenever I don't listen to them."

Peter shook his head in understanding, laying back down in bed. He wrapped his arms around my waist, dragging me back down to cuddle him. I gave off a small smile. I was back in sleep within minutes.

I woke back up, but finding the bed empty. He must of not want to wake me up. I mean, no one wants to wake me up, I'm a bitch when I don't get enough sleep.

I walked into the kitchen, realizing that I was missing my shirt. I was too tired to go back, so I just shrugged it off. I saw Steve getting a cup of coffee. He was shirtless as well. I looked from his chest to mine, see a huge difference in muscle. I started feeling jealous.

"You want muscle like that, don't cha? I want that too, how about you cut out his muscle and surgically place it under your skin? I can tell ya how ta do it." Envy.

"No, I will not harm Captain." I mumbled, making sure no one heard me.

I turned around and ran into Peter. He looked at me, with eyes filled with worry. The kid was worried about me?

"Are you okay? Which one were you mumbling to, about Captain America?" Peter tilted his head slightly, waiting for me to answer.

"Envy." I breathed out, shameful that I think so low about myself that he's the one who wants to help me physically change myself.

Peter comforted me the best he could until Tony walked into the room. He ran at Tony, talking science with him. I didn't understand the terms, but I understood the math portion. I walked to my room, deciding to ignore everyone today.

I locked the door, and decided to mess with my bow. I turned on my playlist. I fell asleep in about an hour. I woke up to my bladder. I went to relieve myself. As I was washing my hands, I couldn't keep my eyes away from a knife that's sitting in the corner of the counter.

I looked down and saw the fat covering what little muscle I had. My gaze went from the knife to my stomach and back to the knife.

"All you gotta do is pinch your fat, cut it off, and sew it back shut. Ive done it before, I can walk you through it." Envy whispered to me.

With a little bit of thought, I gripped the knife and cut off the fat I was pinching off. It was  more messy than what I imagined, so I had to use a couple of towels. I finally sewn my stomach shut, with the help of Envy.

I tried to clean up the mess, but I was too lightheaded. I passed out in the tub, since I most likely wouldn't make it to my bed. When I woke back up, it was already midnight. I got out of the tub, but realized I ripped open the wound. The thread broke, so I had to get Envy to talk me through it one more time.

I looked around and saw how bloody the bathroom was. I was about to pick it up when I heard a knock at my door. I washed myself off as quick as I  could, which wasn't all that fast due to the amount of blood I lost. I put on clean clothes and made sure to lock the bathroom behind me.

I opened the door to find Tony standing on the other side. God, I wished I had even half the brain that he has.

"Just take it. Take his brain, I know a doctor who can surgically put it in your own, making you as smart as he is." Envy put his two sense in.

I shook away his thoughts and had to ask Tony what he said. "Here, I'll dumb it down for you. Banner and I made a new training room. Holograms project replicas of villains you can battle, but they can hurt you. Do you want to try it out with us?"

"Yeah, sure. Let me get something to eat first." I pushed my way passed him, closing my door, and made my way to the kitchen.

I downed a few coffee pots of coffee and ate a few slices of left over pizza. Gluttony loved it. I headed to the new training room. By the time I got there, everyone was warming up.

"There you are, we were waiting on you." Steve layed a hand on my shoulder.

"You want his muscle, like I said, I know how to surgically remove it and place it in you. Plus, we could sew Thor's hair to your head. It's pretty simple, all you have to do is peel his scalp off and replace yours with his." All of Envys talking made me miss Tony's warnings.

I shrugged it off, and started training with everyone. They had their own battle they were dealing with when I finished up with mine. It was pretty easy. I could calculate everything in my head without even trying. Pride started coming out, praising me on how I destroyed it like nothing.

We finished, but I guessed I never realized that I ripped open my stomach, again. Wanda pointed it out, making all eyes land on me, something I hate. I shrugged them off and headed for my room.

"Clint, we have to check that out." Peter screamed.

"Look, kid, I'm fine. Tis but a scratch." With that, I shut and locked my door. I leaned in the door, using it to support me while I tried to breath normal.

I tried to make it to my bed, wobbling slightly. I was losing more blood, slowly losing consciousness. I fell before making it to my bed, trying hard to stand up. I kept failing, but wouldn't stop trying. Before I knew it, the darkness took over while my body went completely numb, making my body fall on the ground.

I woke up with pain all over. I tried to look at my stomach, but all I saw was blood. I started to panic. I cleaned myself up and went for a walk. I was still panicking, but knew what I had to do to stop it. I had to renew my heart.

I walked around town, until it was just me and a jogger on an abandoned  street. He was taking care of his heart making me want it. I took him inside an alleyway, where no one would see us. I had to act like a prostitute to get him in the alley with me.

Once we got in the alley, he was quick to shove his tongue down my throat. His hands tried to pry into my pants, until I held a knife to his throat.

"Don't scream, or I'll make ya wish you were dead." I told him.

He did the opposite. I had to shove a knife in his throat, getting him quiet. He was still alive, but slowly fading. I carved out his heart, careful to not damage it. I left his body in the alley, not caring about hiding it.

I went back to my room and tried to replace my heart. I sat on my bed and tried to quickly carve out my heart and replace it with his. I got it in, but it didn't work.

I followed Envys instructions, but it didn't work. I closed up my chest, sewing it up, and headed outside. Once I stepped out of my room, I couldn't move. My whole body was weak, I couldn't move. Soon enough, darkness engulfed me.

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