Seriously in over my head

First time

Zayn's P.O.V.

"How much longer will you be gone?"

"Oh uh..... I'm not sure yet why?" I groan.

"Well I miss you........ why can't we just talk about this?" he sighs into the phone.

"Because zee I already told you if you did something like this....... i'd leave. "

"Yeah I know babe but....... its been 2 weeks already. My heart hurts. " He sighs again.

"Yeah I know I miss you too but just..... just give me time okay love?"

"Okay fine. " I say and he hangs up. So if you missed it my boyfriend for 2 years now took off. I went to this Halloween party since it was a Saturday with this guy that I work with and I dressed as robin and Lou dressed as batman but so did jimmy and I did drink a little so I accidentally made out with the wrong guy. I told Lou that I was so happy he made it but then he told me he didn't go and then jimmy just so happen to pass by the aisle where we were talking came up to me and said I hope we can have a night just like that again. Lou slapped him then me as he walked out of the super market. Sad vulnerable and ticked off I ran after him this is how it all went down.

-- November 1st 2010 --

I stretch my arms and see I'm still I'm my consume. I smile to myself and get up and change into my howdy's uniform blue shirt and blue skinny jeans. I grab my phone and shoot Lou a quick text.

Hey love meet me at howdy's in 10 Xx -zeebear

Okay see you then baby :) Xx - boo

I smile at this hugely and grab a sweater since it usually gets pretty cold and slip my chucks on and head towards work. I'm so glad I'm finally done with school I finished this year in June and I am so happy I'm still debating to go to college I sent application to three colleges though. One to stafford one to UNI and one to Phoenix university so we'll see if any of them return a 'congratulations'. I stroll through the groceries story and begin to place some things on the shelfs and wait for Louis. Lou is older than me but one year and just graduated from UNI and is now a english teacher at Birmingham prep for his first year.

"Hey babe!" I hear behind me and Lou's there with flowers.

"Hey there stranger!" I say and hug him and kiss him sweetly. Hm he taste way different then last night.

"I came with a peace offering for last night. " He pouts but then smiles showing his drop dead gorgeous crinkles.

"Peace offering? for what?"

"Bailing on you. I know how badly you wanted to match and I wanted to trust me. And your costume looked so good but I just....... I had so many papers to grade and I had to figure out the preparation for the thanksgiving festival we're having this year an-"

"Wait so you didn't come last night to the party?" he furrows his eyebrows.

"No why?" he cocks his head and I let that sink in and realize I made out with a random batman.

"Uh nothing nothing I just wasn't sure if Halloween was last night or not baby. " He chuckles

"Well it was don't worry about it. But today is Sunday so I was thinking we could have a date night?" I process everything and blink

"Yeah of course! you picking me up?"

"Sure will honey. " He says in our embrace. Then suddenly jimmy walks by sweeping carelessly and sees us. He stops and smirks at me.

"Hey there zee...... last night was amazing you're a great partner in crime hope we can fun like that again. Call me up sometime. " He winks and takes off sweeping effortlessly once again and Lou chuckles