Gone Without A Trace

'I've Lost My Little Girl' 💔

I'd spent all night awake bolt upright just waiting to hear the door knock to get a text from her call or anything...it was pouring outside and the thought of my little girl soaked in the rain trying to survive made me so sad I had to find her tell her I'm sorry but I didn't know where to start..

TRACYS POV

Survival and capable now didn't suit in the same sentence the wind and rain had gotten so much worse lately all of my stuff was soaked because of a random gang dumping it in a puddle and my wounds weren't any closer to healing,the thought of going home kept whirling around in my head but I shook it off I couldn't go home how could I? I was the most hated person in her life right now she would have most likely chucked me out anyway 'time to move on' I say picking up my bag and slinging it on my back opening my wallet I had 5.30 left it was time to accept the truth..I needed my mum..and she needed me

CAMS POV

'Hiya I was wondering if I could stick these up?' I say as a guy turns around 'hello yes of course' he says he's extremely attractive my breaths blown 'daughter?' He says he must have read the poster 'no..my foster daughter we' I go to say 'how about we talk about this over a coffee you look like you need one' he says he was right i was so sleep deprived I was surprised to see where I was going 'your right..If your sure?' I say he nods and takes my hand 'I've got a break now so shall we?' He says smiling I smile back for the first time in days and we head down to Costa..Tracys favourite coffee shop we went there every Sunday and we'd both have a Hot Chocolate she got me into them I ask for a hot chocolate and we go sit down outside 'hot chocolate..in July?' He says I laugh looking up at the sun 'it's Tracys favourite' I say before realising he wouldn't know who I was talking about 'my foster daughter' I add quickly 'ahh okay..so if you don't mind me asking..what happened?' He says 'Tracys always wanted to be a writer and after writing little columns she wrote and published a book' I say 'was her book that bad?' He says chuckling 'she used my money to publish it..£6,000 to be honest' I say it's better he knows the truth 'oh..' he says 'and now she thinks I hate her so she's gone and I have no idea where' I say trying not to get upset 'I see your upset so why don't you tell me a little more about yourself?' He says I smile 'okay..' I say

TRACYS POV

Watching the world go by I was wondering if I was doing the right thing would she really want me back? I'd have to find out the hard way I check the time twenty minutes and then I'm home..

CAMS POV

'Back in a sec' I say to him about to go to the toilets 'don't go climbing out the window on me' he says I laugh and keep walking feeling him watch me walk away I really liked him he was the only person who took my mind off Tracy who made me feel brighter than I ever did..than Tracy did. I check the time I'd been gone ten minutes! I walk back not wanting to seem too desperate 'Thought you'd disappeared on me!' He says 'course not!' I say smiling he looks nervous 'was I talking too much' I say lightening the mood smiling at him 'I really like you Cam' he says I give into temptation 'I really like you too Matt' I say he takes my hand and I give him a kiss on the cheek 'fancy taking this conversation back to mine?' I say smiling 'love too' he says we go order a taxi and start talking forgetting the deep talk. Just us. Nobody else in my mind.

TRACYS POV

'Where too love?' The taxi driver says 'home' I say smiling before giving him the address I'm all set for home been planning what I'm gonna say to Cam but nothing sounds right in my head I settle for the truth which is I was sorry and I loved her hopefully that's enough. Eventually I get back home standing outside watching through the window was she even in? Time to find out

CAMS POV

Once we got inside we couldn't keep our hands off each other I found myself falling in love with this guy nothing would stop us 'I think I love you' he says to me 'I'm sorry you've got a lot on at the moment I shouldn't have' he says but I stop him by kissing him 'I think I love you too' I say grinning we eventually pull away from each other

TRACYS POV

I walk up to the window..and what I see takes my breath away Cam with her hands all over some random stranger I find myself getting angry and upset at the same time tears flow down my cheeks she replaced me pretty quickly well it was fine I know where I'm not wanted. Turning my back on the house and cam for good I run away

CAMS POV

This was absolutely perfect I look out the window unable to believe what's happening when I see a shadow the figure stands up and looks at me before running away 'Wait wait!' I say he pulls away 'what's up?' He says I see a shadow..it's tracy it's got to be I run to the door flinging it open 'TRACY' I shout but she's gone..again I run down and round the corner a bus flies past me and I see her at the back I'd recognise her anyway I run after the bus trying not to cry but she's gone. I've lost my little girl. For good.