I wake up exactly a week after my 15th birthday although I don't look 15 I look like an awkward 13 year old and I haven't even gone though puberty yet - do you know what I got for my birthday of my aunty! I got an bra and a period starter pack! It was completely and utterly embarrassing, but what's worse is that the bra doesn't even fit and it's a size A!
Another thing that I get reminded of as I struggle to get out of bed and make my way through the hallway every step my feet freezing even more on the ice cold tiles and finally relieving the apple juice colored liquid out of me into a deep bowl of filth is that my period still hasn't come! No I'm not a slutty 15 year old girl who has sex and might be pregnant, I'm a under developed 15 year old who still hasn't gotten there first period. My sister on the other hand is different.....
My grandpa actually said to face in front of all my family that I should give it too my sister because she's already a women!!! The bad thing about this is my sisters 2 years younger then me. She got hers at 10 and needed a bra at 11!! Shes 13 now and already her c cup knockers fly everywhere when she runs and actually fill out the cups in pretty dresses and bikinis. I hate it. All the boys at her school pretty much drool over her, even some boys in my year message her and ask for nudes. It makes me sick. She's got golden blonde wavy hair, big green eyes, a killer body and a tan from playing way to much beach volley ball. Me on the other hand perfectly boring light brown straight hair, averagely average brown eyes and I'm white as a piece of paper. Let's just say I burn easily and I enjoy indoor sports like basketball. My body on the other hand isn't that bad.... I have no boobs no bum yet a petite figure and long legs.
Her name is Emily. Seriously I get stuck with Logan and she get Emily! She gets all the attention in our household she's smart (I'm smarter) she's good at sports, she has heaps of friends and she can sing!
But I see her for what she truly is, she's a bitch, a slut, a tyrant, devil, and all the bad words in every dictionary in the world even the Mexican one!
Just thinking of her makes my nose scrunch and my fingers tingle with anger. One of the first extremely horrible things she did to me was... Well it's so terrible I can remember every second of excruciating embarrassment she placed on me...
*flash back*
It was the day. The day I read my speech to get into the leadership team. Emily was in year 4 and she was in charge of my power point presentation. ( usually I would leave her in charge of eating shit but she offered in her sweetest angelic voice in front of my parents so I had to let her)
Do I walked on to the stage in front of all whole school, my hands were shaking, butterflies were making generations of families Inside my stomach and my throat was dead dry. As I started my speech the nervous started to leave although the popular boys and girls were snickering and whispering things. I faintly heard one of them say "wait for it..."
As the screen if which my power point was meant to be on came up. I started to worry. All of a sudden I heard a noise in my head of my self singing in the shower. It wasn't in my head, my evil blood relative switched the videos and it was me. My butt reveled to the whole school my screeching voice echoed all through out the hall. There was not one face which wasn't dying with smiles and laughs I was mortified.
I wanted to run off the stage and die but I couldn't I was frozen. Then when I thought it could be worse my nerves got the best of me and I spewed my guts out all over the first row. I mean seriously there was enough tuna in that shit for there to be a sea world sign and a splash zone. It was disgusting.
*end of flashback*
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A "Typical" high school story
Roman pour AdolescentsAdolescence at its worst! A story of an awkward, undeveloped, clumsy girl whom with a hot younger sister, a slut from hell And a whole lot of embarrassing, awkward experiences that high school has to offer. I mean seriously my life should come with...