It's beens 2 weeks since I've seen my bestfriend since I've been on vacation she haven't really been talking about to much but I know that's only because it's something she wants to get off her chest but she doesn't want to spoil my vacation.
"Bestfraaaan I'm back" I yelled as I busted through her front door. Her house was a mess I know something had to be up because she never let her house look like this.
"I'm right here bestfriend." So it's been a week since I've last talked to Dave and kicked him out. That nigga really had the nerve to think I didn't know him and Millie wasn't low key fucking around yeah I knew about it all the vacation as well! Than he tried to tell me that sob story about how she's trying to ruin our relationship whole time his ass already ruined it. I'm not even going to lie I'm hurting and it's bad.
"So Wassgood talk to me what's going on ?" Sheeda said sitting her bags down and rubbing my belly.
"I am completely done with Dave, you know he been fucking around with Millie and had the nerve to lie like she just was out to get him."
"Are you serious? Why would he even wanna fuck around with that btch after she didn't even try to fight for her damn kid let alone the bitch a whole bum out here and she fucking his friends."
"Sheeda I'm hurting why he keep doing this to me I love him more than anything I've always been down I've never cheated I just don't get it."
"He loves you as well he's just a fool and he's to blind to see what he has right in front of him, don't stress yourself your carrying my nephew you have to be strong for him even though it's hard." I hated seeing my friend hurt cause than I'm hurting all I can do is hug her and wish Dave finally gets it together.
DAVE
I sat in my hotel room flicking through the channels. I think I really lost my soulmate this time and it's all my fault. Yes I love Lani but I don't know why I keep fucking up shes carrying my kid she deserves way better than that. For some reason I feel like that was my last time to get shit right. DAMN!! Fuck this shit yo I'm going to talk to my lady.As I pulled up to the house I parked next to Lani car in the driveway. Soon as I walked through the door I was greeted by my baby K giving me hugs & kisses I know she missed me I missed her too.
"Wassup Y'all? Lani can I talk to you upstairs for a minute?" I said to Lani and K as I walked over and rubbed her belly.
"We can talk right here, K go upstairs and watch tv until me and daddy finish talking okay?" She sprung upstairs and I turned my attention to Dave I wonder what trick he got up his sleeve today."So are we done? I know I was wrong Ma and I apologize I mean that from the bottom of my heart but I didn't expect things to come out the way they did, I was going to tell you I just didn't know how."
"Dave do you really think that I wasn't going to find out though? Crazy part is I knew about it the whole time I was just waiting to see if you actually was going to be honest with me and when she posted that picture it confirmed everything, your just a liar I don't want to deal we can arrange for you to see your kids and of course I'll still keep you updated on everything but as far as us I'm done I'm washing my hands with you."
I just sat there shocked I couldn't even say anything I really fucked up and she really is done. Damn, where did I go wrong she was always perfect for me.
From here on out me and Dave didn't have anything else to talk about if it wasn't pertaining the kids I am done as bad as I don't want to let go I have to I can't keep allowing this I deserve better. I looked down at my belly and rubbed it and softly whispered "I can't wait until you get here son mommy will be so happy."
I know I'm going to miss Dave but it's time I think about me. I've always been about him and what pleases him and along the way I lost myself. I started to settle and not be appreciated for who I am. Yeah he loves me but do he really? Is love supposed to hurt? Is love supposed to feel lonely at times? That's not love. I know relationships go through they shit but how much are you really supposed to take before you can't take no more. This is the last straw I'm only concerned about my kids not a grown ass man who can't love me the way I'm supposed to be loved.
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Eyes For Him
Non-Fiction25 year old Kahlani always was into the finer things men clothes just a lavish lifestyle because growing up she always got the best of everything , Even the man of her dreams.