25 year old Kahlani always was into the finer things men clothes just a lavish lifestyle because growing up she always got the best of everything , Even the man of her dreams.
We pulled up to the driveway of my beautiful house I just purchased 3 months ago it was perfect. The whole ride home all I can think about was how spoiled I'yan is going to be. Hopefully he's a mommas boy well aren't all boys? I just can't wait to see what life brings Me I'yan and Kari I wish the best for Dave as well regardless our situation or not I still love him deeply.
As we walked through the door I looked around in Awe at how beautifully decorated my place was you would think no one lived here how perfect it was. We all kicked our shoes off at the door because of course not a soul can walk on my fresh carpet with they shoes on not even my ass. But now that I have 2 kids in the house I just know I'm going to have to make a lot of changes. Kari stays with me and Dave comes to get her and sometimes she stays overnight at his place but now since her brother here I doubt she go anywhere.
"Lani Lani can I hold him pweeeeaaase"
"Of course babygirl just let me go change his butt" I disappeared down the long hallway to his room and got him situated. I knew it was a matter of time before Dave gets here and take over so I'm getting my time in now.
Speaking of Dave as I entered the living room I seen him laid across my couch with his feet kicked up like this was his shit.
"Um excuse me you ain't pay for shit in here for you to be laid up like this yo shit nigga gtf up" he slowly got up and huffed.
"Man you always bugging chill out take a breather"
"Whatever David" I turned and made my way upstairs to try and get me a nap in I was beyond tired.
I rolled over looked at the time on my phone to see that it was 12am, damn I slept that long without any interruptions. I slowly got out of bed to go use the restroom. As I walked back into my dark room and climbed into the bed my eyes slowly drifted away but I soon felt a warm body next to me. I turned over to see Dave starring at me.
"I put the kids down and prepped all of I'yan bottles for when he awakes"
"Good I'm going back to bed you can let yourself out or sleep in the guest room"
"Can I sleep in here?"
I wanted to here David say that so bad all I could do was turn my back. As he cuddled with me tears began to fall from my eyes onto his arms. He soon turned me around and I laid my head on his chest and I closed my eyes. I miss this I miss us but I want and deserve to be treated right. Dave means everything to me but why can't he see that I'm tired of hurting.
That Morning As I rolled over with the sun beaming in my eyes I heard the cry of my baby boy I rushed in the room to pick him up and kissed his face.
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"Goodmorning my handsome sonshine did you dream about you mommy because she definitely dreamed about you" I smiled at him and continued down the hall to babygirl room.
"Goodmorning babygirl"
"Goodmorning Lani Lani & Brudda"
"Come help me make breakfast so we can start our day" today me and Dave was going to go out and get baby boy some more things and babygirl as well.
As I began to prepare breakfast I smiled at the site of Dave and the kids, this all I ever really wanted. But he just can't seem to get things right no matter what and I'm just like fuck it. I miss going to sleep next to him and waking up next to him but I don't miss the bullshit I feel free but I feel incomplete as well. I'm so in love with a guy who doesn't care about anyone but himself.
Dave As I drove to Hinton Mall with my family in the car all I could think about was how I wanna do right by babygirl and this time I really mean it. I know I always say that but this time I'm for-real I love her to much I can't be without her any longer. We arrived at the mall and I began helping them get out.
"Oh Dave this mall is nice I never been to this one"
"Me neither but a few of the guys been talking about it so I wanted to see what the hype was"
We went into about 6 different stores for the kids and now my ass was hungry and so was Lani & Kari greedy asses. We walked into Jimmy Buffs sat there for about 1 hour than headed back to Lani crib. The car ride home was quite because of course they was sleeping. Damn Lani was so beautiful sleeping I just wanted to kiss her and I did just that as soon as we stopped at a red light. She smiled so I know that she felt it that made me smile as well.
As we pulled up to the house I got out and took the bags inside while they were still sleeping. Once we got inside we laid the kids down they were still knocked out. Now was the perfect time for me to go and talk to Lani about us, tbh I was prepared for anything she had to say. This time around I have to do right no more fuck ups. I love this girl way to much we have a family together she's all I got besides my kids she makes me happy. I wanna marry her I wanna spend the rest of my life with her she's my rock I love her to the moon and back plus some.
