Urie's lil Sinner (Brendon Urie)

23: hey look ma, I made it

It's the next day and Brendon was performing 'high hopes' the song just before 'dying in LA'.
I was getting nervous, as I was holding tightly on my microphone I looked out at the chanting crowd from the corner of the wall I was standing behind.
Brendon was shirtless which made me even more nervous. I mean the only good thing about singing right now is that it's dark so I wouldn't be able to see the fans screaming.
What if they don't like me, or they've seen all the articles about me and boo me off stage.

I suddenly heard Brendons deep voice as he spoke through the microphone, "ok, this is the last song we'll be doing tonight, and I think you might know it. And the girl that'll be singing with me is very special to me so I'm hoping you'll love her too." As he said that I smiled and watched as he sat down at the black piano which was sitting sideways.

As soon as he started to play the piano my heart beated faster, I had butterflies.
As soon as he started to sing my heart stopped as the crowd was silent, the only noise I could hear was Brendon singing and the beautiful played piano.
His fingers slowly gliding over the black and white keys.

The chorus was almost over and I took in deep breathes before starting to sing the second verse, as I slowly walked out people actually cheered for me.
As I looked at Brendon we smiled at each other and I carried on singing.

As soon as the next chorus was here I looked into his eyes and we sung with each other.
Our voices fitted together perfectly, it was like it was meant to be.
When the chorus was finished Brendon carried on playing the piano, this instrumental was the meaning of heavenly.
I slowly laid my arms on the piano and laid my head on my arms and just looked at his perfectly messed up hair and wondered how could someone so messed up be so god damn perfect?

Suddenly, I was hit out of my daydream by thousands of people cheering so I stood up straight and Brendon took my hand.
We stood at the edge of the stage and took a bow together.
He still had his microphone in his hand so it was obvious that he was going to talk about me and I'm definitely going to get embarrised.

"Thank you guys so much for cheering her on, she was so nervous and I'm happy everyone here enjoyed her coming out and facing her fears. For everyone who is wondering, this beautiful young lady is Amy, she's my work partner and yes we've been seen together many times before. I may like her more than a friend but I may not, you'll never know until we're happy for that to be out there in the world." He said everything he needed to and everyone took it so well, and it was weird I was sure everyone here would hate me... but they didn't, they actually liked me and enjoyed me singing which is crazy to me.

when Brendon said goodbye to everyone we walked backstage and got ready to go back home, yesterday when we were practicing 'dying in LA' he told me that we could have the night to ourselves but we were so tired from helping the band that we just went to bed and didn't really talk until the morning, so tonight he promised me that he doesn't care how tired he is, he'll fuck my lights out, which I honestly want right now.

As we took no time in getting in Brendons car he drove home and I held onto his thigh the whole way there.