Bucky Barnes x reader one-shots

Do you regret it? part 2

Bucky x reader

Summary: Bucky and the reader broke up on mutual terms but sometimes the heart wants what the heart wants the question is does Bucky regret it?

A/N: this is part 2 to Do you regret it? I hope you enjoy it, I have another one planned which maybe the final it depends how I end the next one, hope you enjoy and requests are open!

An hour earlier

Another punch and he was down for the count the crowd goes wild! (Y/N) placed the dummy back up from the floor and got ready to take another swing at the poor thing, music blasting through her earphones the outside world was closed off while her own world was wide open. She couldn't hear the others come in let alone see their stares and smiles, but that wouldn't put (Y/N) off, she was in a good mood but she didn't know why she just woke up feeling like the weight of the world had been lifted off of her shoulders. Pulling out her earphones the music barely audible (Y/N) turned to her fellow comrades bouncing on the tips of her toes " So who's ready for a bit of one-to-one action" a small chuckle left Sams lips " Well I mean if your asking for it?" (Y/N) only rolled her eyes while Steve and Natasha smirked and stood off to the side.

The match had begun and even though Sam wasn't as tall as Steve or a assassin like Natasha he was still pretty good with hand-to-hand combat, each time (Y/N) swung Sam would duck and vice versa. The two grew tired of their fight, ultimately Steve had ended the stalemate wishing he could have a private conversation with (Y/N); grabbing a towel and bottle (Y/N) followed Steve outside the gym into a corridor where he casually leaned against the wall a crease forming inbetween his eyebrows. "So...how you coping with the whole Bucky break up thing?" Your face turned from the happy, light smile to a miserable sadness "What do you mean I'm perfectly fine" his whole demeanour seemed to change "Oh, its just because I-" Steve sighed moving from the wall and walking closer to (Y/N) "I don't think Bucky is completely over it" (Y/N)'s eyes burned with rage her fists clenching "oh no he doesn't get the chance! He ended it with me he doesn't get a restart on this" you motioned your finger over you "he lost his chance when we said 'we're threw'".

(Y/N) stormed off down the hall walking to her room to take a shower and let off some steam, walking threw the kitchen she saw Natasha sat at the breakfast bar a cup of coffee hovering above her lips. her green eyes staring intently at (Y/N) as she slowed to a stop in front of her, she kept staring not a word spoken (Y/N)'s anger still not diminishing "What is it Nat!" Her sudden outburst made Natasha smile, she placed her coffee down closed her book and took a breath "Why?" Was all she said, (Y/N)'s head tilted a little to show her confusion "Why what?"

"Why did you and he who shall not be named split?"

"Oh" (Y/N)'s shoulders slumped she knew that hers and Bucky's conversation was kept private, all the avengers knew was that they were no longer together; "I-I-It was mutual" was all she could muster without sounding like she could break down any minute, Natasha continued to stare the cogs moving in her brain "Bullshit, I know you still love him".

"So what if I do? He doesn't feel the same he was very clear about that when we broke up"

"Why did you guys break up?"

she laughed, almost painfully "one day he loved me the next he didn't. Strange isn't it? How fast someone's feelings can change and then theres nothing you can do but accept it. You have to sit and accept the fact that you're completely in love with someone who doesn't even give a shit whether you come or go and frankly they would rather it if you didn't come at all, and that sucks." Tears falling freely now landing on the marble surface creating large ponds or small rivers. Natasha enclosed her arms around (Y/N) brining her into her chest comforting her the best she could, Natasha wanted to go and punch Bucky as hard as she could, she would take that metal arm and shove it so far up his-

"You love someone?"

His deep voice bounced through the room echoing down the nearby hallway, Natasha looked up and frowned but didn't say anything (Y/N) knew who it was without looking, years of hearing his voice by her side allowed her to pick up on his tone of voice and such. She moved away from Natasha sniffing and wiping her tears away with the back of her hand, his broad figure stood at the end of the kitchen blocking her only way out his arms were crossed over his toned chest, hair falling down the sides of his face, oh how she would have loved to move the strands back to uncover the beauty that was his face but she couldn't...not anymore. (Y/N) moved to the other side of the counter to retrieve her belongings ignoring the winter soldier "You're in love with someone?" He repeated again (Y/N) finally turned to face him tears threatening to fall again, she stepped closer to him before taking a deep breath.

"I hate you for giving up on me." Bucky's face frowned "Doll I-" she cut him off "I hate you for giving up on us. I hate you for hurting me, I hate you for making me cry, I hate you for leaving me. I hate you for not being there when needed you the most, I hate you for what you've done, I hate you for making me trust you when you were just gonna break that trust. I hate you for making me love you so much, mostly, I hate you for making me a fool because I still love you despite everything you put me through."

Bucky stood there jaw wide open his eyes a little watery, (Y/N) pushed past him and ran to her room, in the distance Bucky could hear her door slamming shut. He couldn't move he was paralysed, the thought of you still loving him hurt; it hurt because he still loved you and he never wanted to end things but he felt like it was the right thing to do, he thought he was protecting you by breaking things off and keeping his distance. Natasha still remained in the room she witnessed the whole thing jaw slack, she watched as (Y/N) stormed away and the way Bucky froze in fear, she stood up and walked in front of him "She's hurt, mentally and emotionally but everyday she walks with a smile, because that's who she is, the girl who never stopped smiling." Walking away with a sway in her hips Natasha left to find the others, though she didn't grasp emotions as easily as others she knew (Y/N) would want alone time but at the same time she would want to see Bucky, she always did want to see Bucky.