Voices

Bang Chan

Morgana pov
"I didn't say anything." Was all he said.

"No you definitely said something. You know, you really do look like Bang Chan. I was unsure if you really were him or not when I first saw you." I said inspecting every inch of his face then seeing the fear in his eyes like his identity has been figured out.

"I-I don't know what your talking about?" He stuttered a little when he first spoke but then quickly recovered. I just glared into his eyes to see if he was really telling the truth or not. I decided to push a little more.

"I think you know exactly what I'm talking about, but just don't want me to find out. Well news flash it's to late now." I said with a little smirk forming at the corner of my lips. He sighed then said,

"Honestly Morgana I have no clue what your talk-" he didn't get to finish his sentence.

"Cut the crap." Was all I had to say for him to crack.

"Fine, But you can't tell anyone about this okay?" He said and I nodded. Then he continued. "Okay well you already know me apparently, but if you need anything our dorm is next to yours... here give me your phone." I didn't really ask why I just gave it to him.

"Wait, am I really like Hyunjin?" I asked off topic.

"If I didn't know better I would think that your either his sister or a girl version of him. That's how much you two are alike. It's kinda scary considering you've never meet each other." He answered handing my phone back. "How old are you? Your cousin didn't exactly say." He then said out of the blue.

"I'm 18 but I'll be 19 in a few days." I told him right when his phone went off. He picked it up to check it.

"Shit. Okay well we're here and the rest of the members will be here soon and I didn't exactly tell them that your apartment was by our dorm so I suggest you go in before they see you or your going to be asked a ton of questions." He said and basically shoving me out of the car. It was to late. The rest showed up right when I was getting (shoved) out of the car.

"Hey isn't that Chan Hyung's car? I thought he was dropping someone off?" One of them said.

"He was. Wait who's she?" I could hear  Hyunjin say this time. I pop my head back in the car and told him,

"I think they already saw me. It looks like they're confused. Oh, look they already made it to the car."

"Hyung Who's She?" Felix asked.

"Yeah and why is she at our dorm?" Lee know asked this time.

"Well now that you guys are here. I would like you to meet Morgana. She's my friends cousin that I had to pick up today. And the part about her being here is... that... shesomehowgotanapartmentnearourdorm." Chan said so fast that they couldn't understand.

"Hyung slow down. We couldn't understand." Jisung said.

I sighed then tried to translate for him. "He said that I some how got an apartment near your dorm." Felix was the only one besides Chan that seemed to understand, or so I thought.

"Wait, So you have an apartment here. As in in this building? The building right in front us? This one right here?" Hyunjin said in his somewhat broken English as I just nodded yes to his questions.

Shit! I forgot that he knows English along with Jisung! Fml! I thought. "Well I'll just be going now if you don't mind. Thanks Chan for picking and dropping me off." I said waving to all of them then walked in the building and went up to my floor since I got all the information of were my apartment was beforehand.

Once I got to my apartment I immediately went to my room. The voices were starting up again.

'They'll tell their fans about you living near them.' One said.

'Once they do all there fans will try to find you just so they can know where they live. They're try to befriend you so they can be close with them. They'll just use you in the end. Just like everyone else in your life did.'

'You're a no one. No one really wants to be your friend. There just sorry for you. That's it. No one will ever want to be with you or near you. You're just someone who's a nuisance to everyone. They all want you gone.'

'Why don't you just disappear for good. It'll make everyone happier. Your parents won't have to deal with you, Stray Kids won't have to deal with you. It'll make everyone happier if you just disappeared for good.' This. This is what they say. This is what I have to deal with. They say things like this all the time. Some nights it's so bad that I actually think about ending my life, but never do. Right now, I'm crying in a corner hoping that they'll just stop talking. When I hear a knock at my door.

I got up to answer it when I realized that the voices got quieter the closer I got to the door. I looked through the peep hole to see Hyunjin and few of the others standing there. I took a deep breath then answered.

"Hell-?" I barely got out when Hyunjin randomly hugged me asking if I was okay.

"Are you Okay? Why were you crying?" He said letting go but not before I could catch my breath.

"I'm fine, and I don't need to tell you considering that I don't really know you." I said.

"Your right about not having to tell us. We were just worried. We heard you crying as we were walking to our dorm." He said pointing down the hall were Chan and the rest were standing. "It was easy to find your apartment since there aren't many people on this floor."

"Well, thanks for worrying and sorry for worrying you. As you can see I'm completely fine. I bet your tired from practice. Why don't you go rest?" I said basically shaving them down the hall until we reached the others. They all started walking into there dorm as I was walking away, but I suddenly felt a tug at my shirt. I turned around to only see Hyunjin. The others were gone now.

"Please tell me when something's wrong. I don't want to see you trying to hide your suffering like this anymore. You can come to me on your terms and when you feel comfortable to." He said letting go of my shirt and walking away. Leaving me along in the hall as the voices started to become louder as he got farther away from me.